no point telling and showing all this , once again u hurt me and lie to me and hack my privacy ! this time i will nvr forgive u
This is all the pictures I had inside my com.

I'm smiling when I'm seeing those memories.

But I'm tearing when it's no longer there.
I Love You..
12March 2009 (Thursday)
He going Army on that day, I skipped school and went to his house early in the morning to send him off. Last time for me to wash his long hair before becoming botak. He teared. Me too.


Hope you don't mind, because this pic wasn't taken nice.
Bought on 14/2/2009
Couple Lab,Plaza Sg
Valentine's day

Some MEMORIES~

Taken in Bedok Mac, he helping me do hw.
Physic. Abt North pole & South pole.

I got nth to do, so I took some lame lame pic. ><






HAHA! Pon school.


Went E!hub for the whole day.












 


Pasir Ris Park!












So funny!



(HoiLee) I know you randomly goes into our blog to see,but after you read this. I think I had already disappeared in your life. I have a few things to tell you before I could leave in peace, whether you believe it anot is up to you.


You told my maid that I had changed ever since I came back from Hk ? Ha! I agree with that, because I know that I love you, I need you by my side & I want you to stay with me but at the other side, I know I can't do that because my parents is objecting so much that I promise them that I wont be tgt with you anymore until the day they accept you. So I tend to treat you bad, so you wont give high hope. But when you're giving up, I tend to return to you, because I cant afford to lose you. Yeah, maybe is my fault for being so selfish. Anyway, I just feel like saying out everything because I felt very empty & upset.

Next, yesterday I went Audi to find you & I told you that I got sth to tell you that relates to parents. But you claim not to listen.. I kept calling your house phone until you start talking to others after that 2am can call through le but it's too late for me to tell you all these. And you don't wish to listen too, so why not  i type here? If got fate, you will get to read this and found out all the truth? (: Actually, last night I told dad that I'm very unhappy with alot of things. blahblah.... -Skipped--  Dhen  he asked whether did you called my mother to apologise & talk out things. I said " Mummy not in Singapore, hard to explain things. Actually we planned to have a talk right after she is back Sg! " Dhen dad say " Okay, good. I'll always support you and convice your Mummy. If Alex can change to a better one and promise Mummy. I think it will go smoothly." I cried out and kept calling you but you din bother. So I went Audi to find you. I'm very happy that we will get a chance to be tgt with both parents agreed our relationship if it works. But I think this will never happen le.


Next next, I start to get numb with all the vulgar you scolded me. It wont hurt me anymore. But disappointed with it. You promised me that no matter how angry or fcuk care everything, you will not even say a single of that word. But you did. So I just agreed with what you scolded me. Changed number? Maybe you just bought a new ppc? or another line (cancelling this line soon) No matter what. If this happens, fated.


Lastly, I did felt regret and not regret to what happened to us. I dk what I'm planning to do nor do I know what we should do next. But, I believe in fate & most importantly I believed in you. No matter what you did in the past, present ( some things I shldn't know, but I found out. Sadly) , future. As long that we are tgt , we love each other, I'll believe in you.
I miss you, I need you, I LOVE YOU.
Even though I treat you very cold, but everything I do there must be a reason.
Even if we cant be tgt anymore, I hope our memories will be kept with us forever.
Even if you don't believe what I'm saying now. I won't blame you at all. I deserve all this.
Even if you don't love me anymore, I'll love you secretly in my heart.
Even if you had a gf now, I'll tell you last long with her. Treat it as a wishing but in my heart I may be hurting so much.
Even if I love you, I don't mind you not loving me back.
I LOVE YOU.

All the best to everything.
TakeCare.
Signing off. (: