dear .. OMG I ALSO THINKING ABOUT THE NS TING .. i jus scare to mention it onli . i jus now thought of writing den i also wanna cry when i think about it,but u told me not to bother NS so much le.Seriously, i duno how i will live on without you. NS realli sux .. i'm really sad whenever i start to think about it. im totally addicted towards you le... baby u say de hor .. u will love me and gonna wait for me.Me, alex tan zheng an will also not disappoint u . after serving NS . i will study well , work hard and marry u and make u xing fu de . baby i realli love u alot alot .. lets enjoy this last 40 days before i go NS.. baby .. in army i sure gonna miss u alot alot alot .. all my free tyme will be urs during ns .. i wan pei u all the way .. i will walk through ur life with me together and hold on tight never let go..