Baby,I don't know what happen to us.Maybe the problem lies on me.Everything was ME who started the quarrels.End up you're the one crying and even said sorry.Yesterday,after I reach home i wasn't in qood mood already.My parents din even bother to talk to me.Once i step into my door,I said papa mummy I'm back.They continued talking to each other and ignored me.What about our reuinion dinner?I doubt you'll are having your dinner happily riqht? ESPECIALLY eating steamboat with big groups of people gonna full with laughters. But me? i ate quietly,no one talks to me. I almost burst out into tears T_T Why is my Chinese New Year celebrated in a lonely way? Until now,they din bother to talk to me. Example,this morning. I was eating in the kitchen chatting with my maid,suddenly mummy came down and went into the kitchen.My maid said qood morning mom. I said qood morning mummy,she ignored me and continue walking away. After that went i finish eating wanting to go back my room,I went up and dad came down so we met again. I said papa. HE IGNORED ME AND WALK AWAY. Yarh! I enjoyed my "CHINESE NEW YEAR" ! What for still staying in this house where none of my parent talk to me? I know they don't love me as much as loving my brother. WHY? Because my brother din give them any problems! EVERYTHING WAS MY FAULT! I cause my family to turn out like that!


I'm sorry! My parents din talk to me already. My boyfriend ley? I don't think he even bothers to show any concern or BE THERE BY MY SIDE! What should i do now?
Seriously I feel like running out of this house and go back after a period of time.Where they change their mindset and start talking to me again!


Hey peeps,
If you're enjoying you CHINESE NEW YEAR!
Don't read this essay.
Gonna be quite sad? I doubt?



Baby if you really cares for me.Please be by my side and stop finding things to quarrel already. Even you din find any thing to quarrel please just stop making me feel that hopeless can? Baby, BE THERE FOR ME ALWAYS. T_T

Labels: Cries. :(