now i feel so jealous . B4 tat me and baby have a small conflict and i cried till fall aslp .Then wake up saw msg and baby miss call i veri worry so call bak and i explain to her end up she din realli wanna care and told me got this guy sms her then both are sms-ing then while i say my thing , i feel so haix cos like not begin respected like tat cos she at dere sms . then i say she wan sms or talk to me on fone , end up she say she off fone and kup mine call . Did i do wrong ? im jus feel jealous and like not respected . if im the one who sms-ing other person then dun choi u in the fone , wad will u do to me ? how will u feel ? . haix .

i done so much ting jus for baby . i wan show her im not flirt also and i wanna last wif her , why everytings goes wrong . my fone also no one sms anymore , msn online not much talk to me or i will jus close thier window , audi i din even logged in at all .BAby din call me do all this , but why i will do ? cos i wan show baby i wun betray her love . She always say me and her ex quite alike and scare i will folo him . But everytime i trying hard to prove her wrong . i always put in alot alot of effort jus wanna show her im diff from him . i am not him , i wun be like him . i cherish baby alot alot alot de . u noe everytime i do tings , i will put baby as 1st position . i dun care ppl will say me or wad . cos to me she is improve , i dun mind do anyting which even nid my life jus for her , i will do it .

baby i jus wan to let u noe , u are the onli one contacting me . i dun have any other frens or ppl which i can even trust . i put all the trust to u . i noe it will be a burden for u , but hope u dun mind it . i always feel alone . i dunno u can feel how i feel anot , i dun nid anyone ke lian me or wad . i jus saying why i will treat u so important and love u tat must . firstly , i dun have much frens , i quitted gang too and all my guys fren are not trustable , i betray me and backstab each others , i used to have alot alot of frens and use to talk every night , i have no sch fren cos all my sch fren have thier own new frens . All left me alone . imagine a guy used to have lots of frens , all fren left him one by one . from everyday talking on fone , now become totally no 1 on fone wif him . Then i meet u , u talk to me , u everyday pei me ,, u become my gf , and tats why even 1 seconds without u i feel so alone . u noe how much i nid u ?? after i lose so much frens cos of they betray me or some died , or they make new frens , i lose my trust to ppl , i dun trust ppl , but now i trust u onli lei , one and onli ppl which i trust in this world . it take me alot courage but i noe u are a special ger , a ger which change me tat much , from my attitude so sux now ? a guy which u prefer but i noe i still got alot place tat i nid improve but i will still do my best . there is no reason for me to dump u or wad and i dun do this kind of thing cos u are the best gf in the world . i always feel so alone when baby time is occupy by tuition or wad , but im not selfish , i cannot also have to tahan . i dunno u noe how i feel anot but now i reali wish tat u noe it








hmm lets talk about wad we do on me and baby anniversary , i din blog on sat cos quite tired so baby call me post the next day . ^^ she so caring urh ^^ .

me and baby meet about 12 , my sister come out wif me so she call her fren send me go to baby house dere . Then after meeting baby , we took bus to suntec . actually baby wanna go cineleisure to see yang chen ling they all , cos they come to xuan chuan the show call " AI JIU ZAI YI QI" but we din , we went to suntec and we go buy movie ticket . we watch "pink panter 2" FUNNY SHOW , i watched number 1 before , also quite funny . Me and baby also went arcade play , i try to catch soft toy for baby but keep failed! ROAR! . i sure one day can catch for baby de ! i will JIA YOU ! then after watching we walk around , go play archery . i played b4 so i can shoot but baby the 1st time and she shoot quite well , good job ~! then i bring baby to sake sushi to eat ~ . We ate alot alot alot =x hahas! till 60 plus dollar and we also called the warm sake =x i let baby drink abit cos she wanna try ~ see i so good ah ~! HAHA! then i send baby home ~~