We are lovely couple. (:

2010-07-15T23:12:00.000+08:00

no point telling and showing all this , once again u hurt me and lie to me and hack my privacy ! this time i will nvr forgive u

2010-07-12T20:50:00.000+08:00

This is all the pictures I had inside my com.

I'm smiling when I'm seeing those memories.

But I'm tearing when it's no longer there.
I Love You..

2010-07-12T20:48:00.000+08:00

12March 2009 (Thursday)
He going Army on that day, I skipped school and went to his house early in the morning to send him off. Last time for me to wash his long hair before becoming botak. He teared. Me too.

Hope you don't mind, because this pic wasn't taken nice.

2010-07-12T20:45:00.000+08:00

Bought on 14/2/2009
Couple Lab,Plaza Sg
Valentine's day

2010-07-12T20:32:00.000+08:00

Picture taken on 4/3/2009
7.23pm
Outside my house bus-stop.

Taken on 5/3/2009
6.49pm
Outside my house bus-stop

2010-07-12T20:23:00.000+08:00

Some MEMORIES~

Taken in Bedok Mac, he helping me do hw.
Physic. Abt North pole & South pole.

I got nth to do, so I took some lame lame pic. ><

HAHA! Pon school.

Went E!hub for the whole day.

Pasir Ris Park!

So funny!

My Love To YOU.

2010-07-12T19:17:00.003+08:00

(HoiLee) I know you randomly goes into our blog to see,but after you read this. I think I had already disappeared in your life. I have a few things to tell you before I could leave in peace, whether you believe it anot is up to you.

You told my maid that I had changed ever since I came back from Hk ? Ha! I agree with that, because I know that I love you, I need you by my side & I want you to stay with me but at the other side, I know I can't do that because my parents is objecting so much that I promise them that I wont be tgt with you anymore until the day they accept you. So I tend to treat you bad, so you wont give high hope. But when you're giving up, I tend to return to you, because I cant afford to lose you. Yeah, maybe is my fault for being so selfish. Anyway, I just feel like saying out everything because I felt very empty & upset.

Next, yesterday I went Audi to find you & I told you that I got sth to tell you that relates to parents. But you claim not to listen.. I kept calling your house phone until you start talking to others after that 2am can call through le but it's too late for me to tell you all these. And you don't wish to listen too, so why not i type here? If got fate, you will get to read this and found out all the truth? (: Actually, last night I told dad that I'm very unhappy with alot of things. blahblah.... -Skipped-- Dhen he asked whether did you called my mother to apologise & talk out things. I said " Mummy not in Singapore, hard to explain things. Actually we planned to have a talk right after she is back Sg! " Dhen dad say " Okay, good. I'll always support you and convice your Mummy. If Alex can change to a better one and promise Mummy. I think it will go smoothly." I cried out and kept calling you but you din bother. So I went Audi to find you. I'm very happy that we will get a chance to be tgt with both parents agreed our relationship if it works. But I think this will never happen le.

Next next, I start to get numb with all the vulgar you scolded me. It wont hurt me anymore. But disappointed with it. You promised me that no matter how angry or fcuk care everything, you will not even say a single of that word. But you did. So I just agreed with what you scolded me. Changed number? Maybe you just bought a new ppc? or another line (cancelling this line soon) No matter what. If this happens, fated.

Lastly, I did felt regret and not regret to what happened to us. I dk what I'm planning to do nor do I know what we should do next. But, I believe in fate & most importantly I believed in you. No matter what you did in the past, present ( some things I shldn't know, but I found out. Sadly) , future. As long that we are tgt , we love each other, I'll believe in you.
I miss you, I need you, I LOVE YOU.
Even though I treat you very cold, but everything I do there must be a reason.
Even if we cant be tgt anymore, I hope our memories will be kept with us forever.
Even if you don't believe what I'm saying now. I won't blame you at all. I deserve all this.
Even if you don't love me anymore, I'll love you secretly in my heart.
Even if you had a gf now, I'll tell you last long with her. Treat it as a wishing but in my heart I may be hurting so much.
Even if I love you, I don't mind you not loving me back.
I LOVE YOU.

All the best to everything.
TakeCare.
Signing off. (:

2010-07-03T15:27:00.002+08:00

i think i going to walk this life alone again ler . my heart shattered . i goin out now ler . i realli nid some fresh air by smoking . hmm i will always love u but to u jus treat it as i give up on u ler . i noe is complicated but this is wad u always wish for , for me to give up like wad u said jus now and i grant u ur wish , i wun disturb u anymore ler .

2010-07-03T15:08:00.000+08:00

sry , i think i give up ler , i realli cant take it ler , everything u also scold me everything also wan to say me . i did nth wrong u also scold me . i realli veri stress ler dhen u keep on adding it . i have been crying everyday , when u will stop it ? ur mum talk to me and call me nt to pester u ler , u jus now say u wan contact others ler , u scold me like fk for small issue , i realli veri hurt ler . i always try not to give up but u keep on adding it on to me . i realli burst out ler . WHy u wan force me to be like this ? my dad come home scold me , say why must u cry everyday for a ger , why u nid make urself miserable ? my heart answer cos i love u , i nid u badly . I realli put in alot alot effort ler . I told u i give up ler , and u said smth even hurt my heart alot . u said ya , i noe ah , finally give up . So u all the way wan me give up but why u dun wan say ? why must u keep on hurt me until so much and finally say u actually wan me give up ler ? why !!!!!! u realli brk my heart alot alot alot deeply ler

wtf ?!

2010-07-02T21:57:00.001+08:00

now mind mood is veri angry and moody . EH ANY ONE CAN TELL ME WAD I DO WRONG ANOT ?! i 5 plus use com awhile dhen i went to slp . i jus log in maplestory , see ler and log out , then after that talk to her on fone . Then i went to slp all the way until 9 plus , then have mine dinner . i called her and i nvr see previously she got call me cos my fone charging in room . Then after that we chat on fone . She started scold me . wad did i do wrong ? she say i got the time to login maple and see dun have the time to blog , dhen keep on scold and scold . eh where did i done wrong ? i told her i got one whole day to blog , i still got so much time to blog so when i blog is okay de wad ? wad wrong wif that ? and i rmb once she told me , i also not her who , why i bother so much about her . Dhen i onli say bak the same thing wad . i told her we two not bf / gf , when i wan blog is my own problem wad . wad wrong wif it ? I REALLI CANT GET IT . for nth come find thing quarrel wif me about blogging . dhen i told her enuff and i hang the call str8 . is not my fault at all ok ! she realli veri ridiculous !

and one more thing i wanna say . i have been giving in alot ler . NOW IS U VERI OVERBOARDING! ASKING FOR MORE ! I WAN PATCH I GIVE IN , I CHANGED , I DO EVERYTHING FOR U ! NOW U EVERYTIME MORE AND MORE GUO FEN .

2010-07-02T00:46:00.002+08:00

(HoiLee) I am tired too! Today's lesson starts from 7.10 am to 5.10pm. I wonders whether working is more tiring or schooling! Haha! My parents came to fetch me home and once I reach home I lie on bed and rest until I fall asleep, daddy came in my room twice to ask me go down for dinner. I ate pretty lot! Omg. I finish my rice ley. After eating went to bath dhen eat fruit dhen play iPhone game dhen call you alot lah. Zzz I'm speechless with your topic! Yarh this time your fault. LOL! Next time maybe also ;x kidding. I really hope you can question me lesser, as long as I promised you dhen dun suspect. If not what's the point to promise you in the first place? You made me feel like a prisoner, I'll feel annoy with it after that scold you. You also will sad sad mah. One day ask 1 time enough le ok? Lastly, abt ur MSG. You mean sth in my heart but I think it's just not the right time for me to accept you yet. I'm abit afraid of getting into relationship currently, so I need time. That's all. And my O level is sort of stressing me, if you really wants to help me,help me release stress by not stressing me & be more understanding & more sweet & giving in more... Etc. I shall stop here today. Tired tired tired~

And and and..
I DO MISS YOU TOO! (referring to ur MSG )
So must cheer up okay? I don't like emo boy.
GOOD NIGHT!

wad a tiring day~

2010-07-02T00:20:00.000+08:00

hmm today went to SAFTI MI for saf parade , im the behind stage de , to make sure secruity thingy and if anything happen , we will evacuate all ppl from dere . hmm 9.30 leave camp ler dhen 9.30 leave that place . wtf lor ! shld be 8 plus can go home de but ah the vip nvr go so we cant go and stay until so long ! reach hm about 11pm lor ! so tiring but nvrmind today lunch we ate kfc and dinner is pizzza hut!!!!!

today baby keep on hang my call , dun wan pick my call and keep scolding me . i quite emo today . dunno why must i cry for her everyday . hais ! she scolded me alot . ya i noe i veri naggy and i apologise for it . veri sry ! i will try to control myself but do i realli stand anything in ur heart ? i am wondering . am i something important to u now or am i nth to you ? i realli tried alot effort trying to save this relationship ler but baby dun keep scold me , i do my part , u do ur part okay ? i have changed alot ler , i give in everything ler but sometime i jus find it realli not my fault and i jus wan ur apology . i noe is very hard for u to say barhx , maybe is ur pride . i hope u can be like me , put down pride , pride worth nth compare to our relationship . pride or you ? i will definately choose u . i hope to get the same response as u . nvrmind barhx today matter about u misunderstand me forget it barhx , jus push it to me barhx . but next tyme i hope no more ler ah ~ hahas , i hope u can do it for me , i hope i not the onli one trying to save this relationship . i hope u will be wif me and save this relationship , u meant alot to me and onli u give me the greatest courage to put down my pride and willingly to do anything to save this relationship . 我永远爱你！

2010-07-01T00:56:00.002+08:00

(HoiLee) Yupp! Memorable uhs. Those memories are really sweet ;) I still remember that place was at Punggol end & Pasir Ris park. Pasir Ris park de was taken in the morning , that day I pon school. ;x The other one at Punggol end de was after my school ;) and you bring me there, you even bought potato chip there to eat (sour cream flavor). I still remember I stuck grass into your hair on that day ;D haha! It's really fun, every moment full of laughter. But for now, haiz... I really hope to get back to those days and delete those bad memories and hurtful things in our brain. It's stupid thinking yet I wish it can happen. So tian zhen! My hp no batt, of cos hp will shut down I did told you! Yet you take this chance to go into dreamland!! Jkjk. I called your hp twice and your mum pick up, she say Zheng An sleeping le ley and he is drooling saliva on his pillow!! Yuck! So disgusting. Later you wake up I gonna deal with you for ps-ing me , worst still I'm saying good night to you instead of you! I angry le. You better give me an explanation hor. Humph! >;/

memories~

2010-06-30T22:24:00.000+08:00

hmm finally get back to me ler !!! realli misses u alot . baby can accept me back as ur bf ? i realli wan u back . i realli change alot , i noe u also can feel it .

now talking to her on the fone , both of us seems to be veri tired . Ya , today realli quite tired of us .
u slp early ok ? hmm realli wish i am beside u now and sayang u till u slp .
later sing song for u till u slp ok ? hahas! my singing not realli gd lurh hope u dun mind .

jus now before i post this , i see thru those foto we have been together and i miss it so much and i also laugh at some of the foto . LOL! baby i post it here . hope u dun mind!

2010-06-30T21:58:00.002+08:00

(HoiLee) I got a long day in school today ;( from 8.20 am to 5.10 pm. I am so tired until I prayed so hard that I wish my parents are free to fetch me home. Haha! Yeah they fetched me but it took 25min to arrive -.- nvm! Reach home le have dinner, I ate pretty lot cos I had only 1 meal for the whole entire day. Yummy! After that my whole family , daddy & mummy & bro came my room and gather. Eat fruit, SINGAPORE LYCHEE vs HK LYCHEE, cos daddy brought back the lychee from hk. Hk WON! Sweet, juicy and the seed like the size of red bean maybe even smaller. I love it ;) dhen mummy gave bro and I pocket money, bro even ask me to help him keep (he scare he finishes his money) hmmm chit chat quite long that's why din contact you uhs. I'm not saying about how's my school today cos I simply just hates school. It's so long and tiring ;( Chit chatting with you now. Haha! Gonna sleep early today. Good night!

2010-06-30T20:30:00.000+08:00

hmm im here blog again . hais , i have been calling baby but she mia-ing me . Veri sad and worry about her . dunno wad happen to her or she dun wan contact me ler . i also nvr do wrong anything . faster get back to me lei baby ! . today miss her alot but when i ask her she nvr answer , she got her own reason . hmm hope she got miss me barhx . i realli hope i meant something in her heart . today went to camp dhen alot meeting , zzz so tired lor ! tml got SAF day parade so must go safti mi to attend . Around 9 plus nid to go ler and will end around 8 pm . ITS SO FAR LOR!!!! joon koon MRT LEI! my the other end ! . nvm nvm haix ! today keep think of baby . i wanna hear her voice 24/7 . hmm i wanna hug her tightly and nvr let go . baby where are u now ! plz get bak to me asap . T_T

2010-06-30T00:24:00.001+08:00

(HoiLee) Hmmm.. I went to art lesson and to my surprise that Malay dog didn't even talk to me. ;D yeah! She didn't scold me ;) after art I went for my time practice.. I'm tired but still manage to finish my English language paper 2. I didn't have the time to eat for the whole day. ARGH! I'm really starving like hell. ;( luckily I manage to eat something that is much more nutrient dhen usually. SEAFOOD. Heh heh heh.Last of all erm, Zheng An I hope I can see the change in you and I really don't wish to get hurt like last time again. Btw I really wish to see the effort you gonna put to save this relationship. I shall sit back & relax & enjoy watching your changes :x Good night! I wanna sleep le ._.

2010-06-29T23:50:00.002+08:00

Me , my sister and my cousin went to punggol seaside dere to eat steamboat buffet . MUST TRY!

that place realli owns!! and we got nice seat which near the sea . there is 10x bigger dhen normal buffet u found outside and 10x more food dhen normal buffet .

i not quite happy to go there eat without hoilee . Me and her had brk up . Is all my fault and causes everything to be in this way now . i hope she can forgive me . i do love her alot alot alot ! i miss her damn lot

everywhere i go , everything i do always will think until her . my heart ache alot . At that time she was at oversea but now she came back ler . I trying my best to get her bak to me but i have no fatith and confident in myself cos of her parent disapproval. Nw everything jus not right for me . I currently very sad . I dunno wad to do and how to go forward . I onli can try wad i can do to my best to give her the happiness . GER , I REALLI LOVE U ALOT ! I REALLI WAN U BACK TO MYSIDE ! rmb the promises u make to me , dun brk it okay ? dun let me get hurt anymore ler okay ? those thing u have done i forgive u but jus to let u noe , i realli get hurt alot alot . Dun repeat it to hurt me ler okay ? I love u !

ytd went to "baby" hse . ( the "baby" = hoilee but she haven accept me , sry if u dislike)

before that we went to watch "ipman , the legend is born" , Quite a nice movie . Then she say she wanna drink so i buy for her liquor but onli one bottle she drunk ler . she do things which are crazy . LOL .

dhen we took cab to her hse and i stay over her hse . Around 9 plus baby call me up and told me that she nid go bak to sch cos if she din attend her art lesson her teacher gonna take her out of O Level ART , so i send her to sch. Baby nvr eat for the whole day but ah good lor at night go eat seafood at east coast . lol

baby i will not forget every single moment i spend wif u . This one month i realli learn alot of thing . i hope u can feel it . saranghaeyo!

1st post after so long. (Lazy >.<)

2010-01-18T20:50:00.002+08:00

(HoiLee) HiHi! Baby, it has been a week since we last met. Hope you're fine in Thailand. Although we still talk on phone everyday,but IDD call mah,so we din talk much.Chatting on phone for half an hour to 1 hour a day,counted as very little le for us le. Normally we chat for more dhen 1hour de. Other dhen chatting we will also contact through sms. I understand uhs, over there sms is much more expensive dhen talking on phone cause smsing do not have IDD! LOL! Baby, you know mah? Everyday of life seem to be either black or white.As I finally realise the need/importance of you staying by my side, being there for me whenever i need you. Just one word to describe myself i'm not "independent" without you.

Baby,everyday I'm waiting for night time.. Only night time i manage to talk to you. Every moment waiting for you are like years of my life. 12more days to see you! I'm not sure whether can I fetch you on that day. Anyway I try. (:

Feeling quite tired le. After watching de Hai Pai Tian Xin,went on with blogging this.. Haha!
I think it's time for me to go back my room and get prepare for my tmrw school while waiting for your call.

Last of all, 2 more days to our anniversary. Even though we can't celebrate together. But our heart will difinately tell each other "Happy 1 yr anniversary,let 's last long and look forward for our future, our bright side."

Baby, I love you. <3>

baby i gonna miss u alot

2010-01-12T00:14:00.005+08:00

baby hong kong dog !

mine last time dog but gave away

hmm about veri long never blog ler . LOL! zheng an blogging now =D , left about 4 more hrs i will be goin to the airpost and 9 plus i will be at thailand . SIAN LEI! goin to thailand for fking long ! 12th to 30th jan . LONG RIGHT ! . baby i gonna miss u alot ! baby rmb to take care when u are in singapore . Remind urself to know wad u are doin , whether izit right to do it or wrong to do and whether will it affect our relationship . Our 1 yr anni is on the 20th , but i cant accompany u to celebrate . Im veri sry about that . One yr liao lei ! happy mah ? i veri happy . Hope we can last veri veri long =D . ppl in blog last time keep say us , now we have prove dem wrong ! hahas! keep it up baby . i love you lots ! . i go thailand wil try buy alot good stuff bak for u de =D try ah cos my bag ah alrdy full ler and is b4 goin lei ! after goin neh ? worst! baby thx for all this time those sweet memories . It will always still in my mind .

today we went to kbox . Regret goin dere lei . the time fly so fast without doin any ting meaningful b4 i leave . 1st time leave u so long lei ! . i think i cant take it de . 100% sure cry . im a cry baby! baby rmb ah dun do thing make me jealous! jealousy kills!!!!!!!!!

lastly , rmb to go home after sch , dun go loiter here and dere . i dun like bad ger ger! be guai ah <33333>

hoilee u are mine one , belong to zheng an ! once and for all . i love u lots ! muack !

My choice of loveHoney,if love comes in colors,I choose blue,if love comes in flowers,I’ll choose rose,if love comes in songs,I’ll think of choosing blues,But if love should come in human beings,I’ll definitely not think twice beforeI’ll choice you!because.....You are my choice

29April 2009

2009-04-29T03:18:00.002+08:00

(HoiLee) Baby now 3plus in the morning le.haha! Haven sleep yet,later sleep also can lah,not going school. (: Monday also din go school, but so qiao my form teacher never come also. So, on Tuesday I went school she din ask me for Mc, Mr Ong din too. And I told Mr Ong that I'm not feeling well mayb 2moro not going school. haha! 'MAYB' Actually is 'CONFIRM' but say nicer mah. haha! So happy, 2moro Baby coming back le.

Baby, so excited to see you 2moro. Excited until now also can't sleep.. WTH? Afternoon I still got tuition de hor! Hoilee Hoilee! Better go sleep ..... :DD Why uhs! 2moro you come back,my parents also come back... Can't stay out late le. Dad in Sg confirm can't!! haiz. nehmind. We got 3 days to meet. Hope my parents let me out, my exams on next week. Have to revise my work le. So my parents may not let me out.. But I still try lah okay?

Baby, ILOVEYOU ♥
Hahaha!!
I go sleep now le.
Tired.. Yawn (excited)

25April2009

2009-04-26T20:31:00.002+08:00

(HoiLee) 25 April.Baby called me at 4.50a.m and we chat for like 5minutes.My last time hearing his voice,before he got to go. And he sent me a msg 'Baby i love you. Muack' He left his phone switched off until now.. 26April,10p.m We hadn't contact for more dhen 24hours.. I had never felt this way before..So lost. Everything i do can't focus nor concentrate.Till now dhen i realise that I need you so much in my life. Without you, my life = give up. Baby,you asked me to spam you msg riqht? haha! I did.

At around 215pm. My tuitor came,and i had tuition until 530pm. But she left my house at around 6 because we need arrange the timetable for de following days because she is free as she got her school holiday until Aug.And I also nid chiong for my studies le. Mid Year 1st.. Baby told my mom that i din do well for my Term 1 because he haven go in Army so I din study. But he promise her that Mid Year I'll do well because Baby had went in Army and I got the time to study hard very hard..But I keep slacking, very lazy :x

Baby,I miss you alot. 7days din meet le. :( And dis have to continue for another 4 more days. Baby I feel like dying le. My life is like an empty shell without you, I can't move on.. Baby. I don't even dare to look at our pictures. I can't.. Once i see, I'll remember our past and my tears start rolling down my cheek.. I MISS YOU ARHS! BABY I LOVE YOU. HOPE TO SEE YOU AS SOON AS POSSIBLE ♥

BABY,ZhengAn.
I miss you alot alot..
hadn't been meeting for so many days,
worst still
can't even contact and you're going for your outfield which you told me that it's too tough for you.
Baby,jiayous.
I'll be there for you,supporting you always.
I LOVE YOU ♥

8April 2009.

2009-04-08T18:19:00.001+08:00

(HoiLee ♥ ) Baby,tomorrow you will be exactly 1 month serving Singapore.If i ask you, 'Baby did you get use in Army life?' Your answer will be definately a NO! Haha! So i keep it to myself by not asking you comment sense question. (: Baby tahan another 2more months, after you post out if lucky you will get an easy job. LOL! Jiayous. I'll pray for you. {: 12more days will be our 3month anniversary le. Fast hor? Baby sorry uhs, din get you anything until now. :x Eh! Actually got. Couple Ring? :D I don't want say out uhs. You know it clearly (: Baby I thought of getting us something that you always wanted to have (: Something Couple! Surprise for you,my dear ! ♥

Sorry for not blogging everyday/making it alive. ><>
Even if i blog,Baby wont have time to read it too. :( Everytime when you post out,you'll be going out with me where got time to read. :x

Baby,don't feel sad or guilty for keeping me by your side but din manage to accompany me.Listen carefully, I'm willing to stay by your side okay? Xin Gan Qing Yuan (: Seriously! I hate it when you tell me something like, 'baby, sorry for not accompanying you/sorry, I can't meet you everyday like last time/sorry, I can't reply you but I want you to spam me message....Baby all this!! Keep it to yourself, I don't like to hear that. It shown that you don't have any confident to keep me by your side. :(

Baby,I LOVE YOU LOTS LOTS. ♥
Letters will definately hand in to you in time.
There will always be 1 Letter to read everyday (:
I will continue to write you Letters.
No worries Baby ♥

14 March 2009

2009-03-15T19:50:00.005+08:00

(HoiLee ♥ ) 14March .I set alarm at 7.30 but still very tired,end up I woke up at 8.Dhen rush to bath and get ready to go for my Piano exam.On the car i keep revising my Piano notes so Keng Chiong!! Memorise everything in just a few mintues. Stress! I study until i got headache >.<>

During the paper, I tried to concentrate but I kept thinking of Baby >.<>

After the exam,Mom fetch us to Bedok.She went to supermarket buy food while she ask us to eat there. But my brother and I were not hungry so we followed Mom to the market and accompany her. When I was on the car on the way, Baby contacted me.I was so happy!! Because I know Baby can't contact me for 24h, he will be contacting me anytime.So i off my silent mode..Once Baby sms or call me I confirm can reply him,like that he wont get worry over me le.Even when i was sleeping he 5 plus got to wake up,he smsed me and I quickly jump up and reply him.Baby,I will be 24 there for you no matter what,sleeping,unwell.. But I can't be there for you when I'm having tuition. Hope you're understanding (:

I practiced Piano until my brother's tuitor came. I stop playing and striaght went Mom's room and get my moniter back ( that had been confiscated for 2months,lazy take back holiday then take -.- ) I start using com until 1plus am. I edit Baby's friendster,my friendster,upload pictures,blogging,helped him train Audition.

Baby,I can't sleep :( 1plus i off the com but 2plus dhen i could sleep.. I was thinking how's your life there and I'm worried for you as you said that you're suffering there everyday.. Baby try to get use the life there okay? You need to continue this way of living for 3 months. Baby, I will always be there for you.. I will be waiting for you. ♥

Zheng An, I LOVE YOU. ♥

I will always be there for you whenever you needs me. [:

13March2009.

2009-03-15T14:55:00.003+08:00

(HoiLee) 13March.5.11a.m Baby smsed me,since when i became so sensative that my handphone vibrated and silent mode is on. -.- Once i saw the message i immediately reply Baby.We continued a few message dhen Baby neve reply le,I went back to sleep also.At 6.40 a.m, Baby called me.I pick up and ask him why he never reply? He said that he have to rush down for breakfast. I told him that we can only chat at most 20min and i got to go bath and get ready for school.After we kup.I went to bath and get ready. I sart spamming him messages once i got something to say or update him with things that i was doing. Around 9a.m,during class he smsed me that they were having free time, so called ' smoking time'. As there are many smokers in NS.Baby ask me not to worry as he wont take up smoking anymore. (: Baby remember to keep your promise okay? As you know that i don't lyk the smell. Once you smoke, i dump you! I smsed mom to come fetch me once school ends because the rain was so big. There's thunder too! Scary.. I really hope that you were there by my side at that moment,nahh too bad you were in Pulau Tekong. I must be strong. No scare no scare. :D I kept spamming Baby like siao.

I know this month my phone bill honna be tough for me bust still i will try to pay mom back! Don't worry Baby,I wont stop spamming you de. (: Baby called and smsed me at 2plus again where mom, my bro and me were having lunch! Sushi.. YUMMY! After that Baby din contact me all the way until niqht. I was so worry at the mean time,spam him more than 10 msg and kept calling to check whether he on bck his phone le mah >.<>.<>I LOVE YOU.

2009-03-14T23:05:00.001+08:00

Our COUPLE RING <3

2009-03-14T22:49:00.002+08:00

Me! <3
Baby! <3
Baby and Me!

Ghey~

2009-03-14T22:44:00.002+08:00

Baby's gheyish picture (:

2009-03-14T22:36:00.002+08:00

Baby acting COOL :X

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2009-03-14T22:34:00.002+08:00

Baby & Me! <3

12March2009.

2009-03-14T21:42:00.008+08:00

(hoilee) 12March. I woke up at 6.05am,i went to get ready and went down to baby's house and meet him. I reach his house at 8 plus and we watch CD. 'Pom night' aiya i don't know how spell lah :x Awhile later his father reach home with lots of food and we ate while watching the movie. After eating ,the time was about 10 plus.Baby's mom ask him to get ready because he very slow.I helped him to watch his hair, he said that i look expert when i wash for him. Because i know how to massage and make sure that water won't go into ear so on. haha! After washing,he nid shyt and bath while i continue watching the movie. Time pass super fast ><>

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We took cab and rush down to Pasir Ris.They provide us bus to Pasir Ris jetty dhen took Ferry to Palau Tekong. Once we reach there,we have to walk seperately, He went to the riqht and we got to go to the left. I saw Baby eyes start to turn red again.He gonna cry out again!! We thought that we cannot meet each other le.But din expect that we get to meet again.The reason why we got to seperate because we have to walk around and look at the places where they gonna having training and those things that they have to do.But for them,they will be trained to speak example.' YES SIR! ' *LAUGHS*

When we finish seeing everything,we are invited to go to the hall and they were already sitting there waiting for us. I saw baby!! He was sitting at the 1st row,2nd from the riqht. I din know that he saw me once i went in. After those long and boring speech,we were asked to go canteen and have the last meal with "our son" my boyfriend lah! When i saw Baby, he wanna cry again. But i told him not to cry. We walk towards the canteen and found 5 seats jux nice. (: (The funny part was that Baby and i went to the wrong queue! We went to queue for Muslim food. One of the NSmen approach us and told us that Chinese food over that side >> ) LOL!! The food over there okok lah, got Chicken rice,vege,wanton soup, apple. -.- After the meal,Baby got to leave us le :( Baby cried.When we were eating Baby cant control himself and his eyes were full of tears. His mom ask him 'why you cry? Miss home?' Then he pointed at me and said ' no i miss her' LOL! I feel damn touch but i knew that,that may hurt his parents alot. ><>.<

We took Ferryback and I timed the time to reach Pasir Ris Interchange. Baby's dad send me home. I reach home around 6 (:

Baby, please stay strong! Don't ever drip even a drop of tear anymore! ILOVEYOU. ♥

2009-03-12T00:38:00.002+08:00

Hmm Baby , dun cry ler , i will always miss u . U make me feel so touched . i veri glad to have u as mine gf . I realli found a wonderful gf , i wun give up on u de . Baby now left onli about a few more hours den i go to army ler . You rmb must take care . If got any problem or wad jus sms or call me tell me . If not call ur mum or ask sey jie help u solve okay ? . Rmb dun wei le jian fei den dun eat , must eat also but lesser lor . Baby im so sry tat i have to make u wait for me but wad i can promise wif my life is , i will treat u gud and love u alot durin army and after army , i wun give up u , i will work hard , study hard to give u a better future . U ah! rmb to stick to the promises and ur mum promises tat u will study hard . Dun cry ler ah . i heart will veri pain . i will miss u every second even if i doin training or wad , i will still think of u and u the one who support me and give me courage to do tings . U are the source of mine life . U teach me alot tings , call me change this and dat and although we have been together for like 1 month plus goin 2 month , i feel tat we have been like veri long . We have been meeting often but now cant ler but i promise all my Free time will all be yours , when i come out sure find u no matter wad and after army i will stick u even more and u stick me even more also okay ? Rmb to spam sms or wad . Rmb tat u have a boyfren which love u so much . All our memories we will also rmb and its so sweet when we think back . Thanks for begin faithful to me . Baby Thanks for all those tings u have done for me . Like making letters for me when i go in army each day got a letter to see . I realli appreciate the effort u make . I noe it sure cost u alot time and effort , i realli thx alot and will cherish u alot . Baby sry for making u and ur mum quarrel over whether u can pon sch to send me . Thx alot ! baby i gonna miss u like crazy . Rmb dun cry , be strong , i dun wan ur eye swollen .

Today me and baby went ktv sing song till 6 pm dhen we went to bedok eat dessert but tat ice chin chow like got vomit smell so we din eat and went tampines mall find my parent and have dinner together .Then we ate fish and co . My mum treat us ^^ . Then after tat i bought baby wallet and hp pouch . Then send baby home . Baby keep on cry . Baby sayang lurh dun cry . today i see u cry so much , my heart realli ache alot . dun cry ler , i veri worry u . Baby u will always be in my heart . Dun give up our r/s , we will last eternity

2009-03-11T00:50:00.002+08:00

today i went baby school find baby . she got cross country at around 3 but 2 must reach . Then me and baby and sey jie went to the market opposite to eat prawn mee . Then we took bus down to bedok and go bedok reservoir . Baby pei me till its goin to start and she went dere . After tat i sit on the chair alone . i nid wait baby from 3 to 6 pm . Then i see the toilet dere . Got 9 guys from her school , upper sec de look at me . Keep diao me , then i diao bak . Then when they walk keep stare , then i not happy i stand up , he walk towards and i also go towards and ask him , why keep stare at me , he got where not happy wif me , den he say to me he see me buey song . Then i say buey song jiu lai , i call him call his gang ppl come . i one person can ler .He asked me call , i told him i one person enuff no nid call . Then he called . He called dunno who larhx , then pass me the fone . Then the guy talk to me , then say say and i say bak , then he say nvm larhx , forget about it . Then he not happy . He call another guy again and want another guy settle for him . But end up another guy also say give him face and he also give me face den dun make it worst . Im fine wif it but tat guy seems not happy den their teacher came and shoo dem off . then after tat he nt happy , he call 4 guys come to find me , two infront two behind . Okay im find wif it . Laugh larhx . i pull up my sleeve got problem ah ? onli tattoo on my arm wad . So ? he tell those guys i pull up sleeve then show my tattoo . OMG larhx dun make me laugh can ? im wearing black shirt and its so damn hot , then baby help me pull up sleeve got wrong ah ? LAUGH! Then the two guys say nvm nvm , jus come down see see . Then less den 3 mins they went bak . Aiyo waste their time for wad . so kiddo . If brave stand up to me larhx ? nid call ppl ah ? Me onli 1 person lei , Ur dere totally 13 ppl and 2 on fone de , end up also nothing happen =.= . i so zai ah . 1 person also not scare dem . ROFL bhb ! this kind of incident i see until dun wan see lerh larhx , scare for wad , and i also promise baby to be guai . If not u all alrdy get it from me . Baby sry make u worry and trouble . Grats baby for getting 18th in the cross country ah . U prove me u can run ! NICE ONE ! grats .

After everyting end , i bring baby home and mum call her to stay over for dinner . Then baby use mine computer , then saw last time foto wif cai . Baby sry to make u feel sad , feel like i haven change or wad . But i did realli change for u . I jus forget del all last time foto , realli jus forget and not wan to remind of the past or wad . i hate my past alot alot alot . I prefer present which u have changed me into . Thanks baby for changing me into and a better guy . I also faithful de so u fang xing ha0 ler . We will last long de . i wanna see our future ^^ . i will not do tings dissapoint u de .

2009-03-09T22:51:00.001+08:00

hmm baby having some blogshop workshop today and it end at 5pm . Then baby told me she dun feel like goin cos she alrdy noe how to make it , and she veri bored . At her lunch time , she decided not to go bak to the workshop and went to tampines find me . i asked her izit okay wif it ? she told me tat alot of her class gers all went bak and dun care about the workshop . I bu fang xing so i told baby to call up her mum and ask her for permission 1st b4 she left if not later teacher called and ting may get worst . Hmm her mum agreed to let her leave early and come find me , im so glad about it . Then baby took bus to tampines find me and in the mean while i preparing den went to find baby . =D . Then when i 1st saw baby , she look so weak . she told me she veri tired . Sayang baby ~ Then me and baby went to inter took bus to bedok cos i've alrdy booked ktv room . Then b4 we went to ktv , me and baby went to at the interchange dere bought prawn mee and oyster egg . Then we went to sing at around 5 to 8 pm.

HAHAS! today baby sc ah ^^ . lol . I will rmb de . Btw baby thx for putting in so much effort for the surpise u gonna give me . i realli feel so gladful . U touched me alot alot . thx for begin such a nice gf . Baby left3 days . i gona miss u like crazy , but one ting i noe , i wun lose u and u wun lose me either . muack !

2009-03-07T23:10:00.003+08:00

today me and baby meet around 10 plus then we went cs and tm walk walk and have brkfast , after that , around 1 , we went to cini to watch movie, hmm we actually wanna watch "coming soon " a thailand ghost show but its quite late for the timing slot , so we went to watch "push"
the show for mine rating is ok ok . hmm then baby hug me for the whole show , of cos i also =D . baby stick to me more , i now even happier =DD . hahas! around 5 plus we went lucky plaza and walk walk cos baby say she wan go dere see see as alot maid always go dere shopping ... then after tat i wanna eat baked rice but baby dun wan so we decided walk to far east to eat fish fillet but end up we went to far east shopping centre and not far east plaza . ROFL! =x then we walk bak . then keep walk around . Today realli veri veri tiring ! me and baby cant walk , we been walking for hours , our leg turn jelly , stand also cant stand properly . oh yarh baby , in army u dun nid scare or wad . Mine heart wil always be wif u . Everyday i will sms u or call u tell u wad happen for the whole day, i noe u and me sure sad and i also noe u will sure be even sad den me so i wun do stupid ting to lose such a wonderful gf . I also wun wan let u to other guys ^^ . im self-fish . U are mine means forever mine , i will not give up tis relationship and hope u also dun give up me ^^ . muack .

baby went home seems so tired . Baby u go slp 1st barhx . night night ~! i now goin slp too . tatas

2009-03-05T21:21:00.002+08:00

hohoho~! today me wake up , go market eat alot =x . prawn mee and siew mai ~! and i heard from baby she also ate alot , she ate mee , fish fillet and one more , i forget wad ler =x we both fatty couple =x MUAHAHAH! then i went to baby school find her , she say i will reach later than her but i reached earlier than her muhahaha i won! then after tat we go bedok sing ktv , ytd 11 plus booked de so got space for us =D , then we have alot fun in ktv , baby keep tickle me ! rOAR! hahas! then i do someting power =x hor BABY!~! hahas . secret =x then i keep sing the song "yue guang" . then me and baby sing till 5 plus and we went bedok interchange buy ting cos i nid change for coins . so we went to this minimart . waa the uncle inside veri wad sia .. baby choosing lollipop flavour then like stand dere and look . then tat idiot uncle say " xiao mei , got camera here ah , i busy cant see but the camera can see u ah , dun anyhow steal tings or wad . WAA then baby hear liao veri angry and walk off then i anyhow buy ting to change coins . Then baby still angry for begin accuse and the uncle say until we cant pay must steal like tat . PLZ LA the lollipop how much onli ! then baby angry , then i hear ler also angry so i bring baby bak to the uncle and confront tat uncle . I tell the uncle " EH UNCLE U ACCUSE MY GF TRYING STEAL UR LOLLIPOP AH ? We got money pay okay , dun anyhow say okay , U which eyes got see she steal " . Then the uncle say sorry like bu shuang like tat , then baby angry scolded cb and we walk off .

then we took bus and i send baby home 1st , and again we at the bus stop slack ~! then baby take pictures again , and she secretly took video , OMG! i so ugly lurh ! hahas . then baby reach home tired and i call her go slp 1st , later i wake her up and she study wif me for her physic ~!

2009-03-04T23:22:00.002+08:00

today went baby school find baby =DDD .. hmm today change hairstyle den baby say nice nice =x muahahah then wear full black wif a shade .. then at baby school outside wait for her come out . then 1st sight baby look at me , she told her fren china guy -.- .. she joking hahas! then after tat me and baby went bedok dere actually wan sing ktv but is fully book so we took down the number and decided sing tml . After tat we went to tampines mall and buy ear studs . me and baby bought the same ear stud but baby say i wear not nice cos the " u" is too small . But nvm i dun care de . i like it cos me and baby wear the same de =DD , awhile later i send baby , then me and baby sit at the bus stop at her house dere de and took lots of photo . got time baby will post out ^^ .. then baby complaint to me say her cousin and aunt goin her house stay for weeks and baby dislike dem .. sayang baby lurh ~! tahan dem awhile barhx. Hahas , alot pictures veri nice wor ! must put as ur wallpaper okay den can everyday see me =x . Then i went home and chat wif baby till 11 pm den she went slp and wake up early and study for her exam . jy baby for ur exam , score wif flying colours okay! hahas , night night!

2009-03-03T23:49:00.001+08:00

today went baby sch find baby =DD , so miss baby ~! hope can everyday see her and stay by her side , im sure this day will come one day . i reach her sch about 2.30 and baby and me took bus to bedok inter to have our lunch . then me and baby walk around for awhile but baby seems veri veri tired . So baby today went home earlier than before but before she went home , we slack at her park dere for 1 hr . Baby ~ me and u must be strong urh ~! i wun change bad even when i goin army or after army , i promise =DD . I will spend my time wif u and will onli change for the better cos i noe i cant afford to lose u and i wun do anyting stupid . i cherish u lots =DD

baby today reach home after her dinner she study all the way , so guai . muack! hope she get good result . baby must jiayous in ur studies and next time we can go oversea study together =D . baby , good night to u , rmb put one more pillow higher when u got blocked nose =D

2009-03-02T23:55:00.002+08:00

ytd me and baby din meet =x den at night we chat on sms den i bluff baby say i at home watch tv but i din =DD i went to tampines mall , mini toon and bought a big softtoy for baby ~ hahas! and she dunno anyting about it , then at night i told her got surprise , she make random guess but not one guess right =x

then today i so happy ~~ i wan to see wad is baby reaction after receieving tat surprise =x . i wake up early , cant slp , muahahah . then i go market eat ler faster prepare and go find baby . in the bus , alot ppl keep see me taking the soft toy lol! . then wait baby for awhile at her sch dere . she came out wif her fren and she was shocked =x and surprise ~! HAHAS! baby also pai seh cos she dunno how to react as she say she in sch like boylish type den end up taking soft toy . hahas but can see baby is happy . I love to see baby smile and happy , it realli make me veri happy too and warmth . i hope our relationship will last ~! yeap .. me and baby will try our very best . both of us noe how much we cherish each other .. =DDD

jus now watch tv and talk to baby and after tat i teach baby social studies . then awhile later she tired and went to slp ~ baby good luk for exam and i love u lots . night~~!

2009-02-28T23:46:00.002+08:00

ytd me and baby meet at the night time wor =DDD she cant go out in the noon cos she got piano class and her mum also go her sch talk to the teacher and plus her dad is bak in sg . Me whole day do nth , waiting for baby finish everyting then can talk to me =D . Baby in night time meet me at the park ~ i cycle baby to further down , quite far , to 7-11 and buy one vodka for us and one green tea for her maid . We drink and left abit , baby naughty =x let her dog drink the remaining and the dog can drunk wor! It walk so unstable lol ! then after tat i went home and chat wif baby until she wanna go slp slp . i hope me and baby will realli last , having her by myside is realli veri good and she lighten my life ^^ . i do cherish her alot and trying hard to always change to the better .

today meet baby at tampines mall . baby got new fone den keep say about fone . LOL! all her mind is about tat new fone . nvm ^^ she happy about it barhx . we onli can meet like 2 hrs cos her mum limit her , actually cant even go out de but her bro and her find excuse de , den buy finish book , we accompany her bro go around and find present for her brother gf ~ Then after everyting , have to rush bak , then i send baby bak and i went home ~ then in the night , i wanted to meet baby so after my dinner have to go , but who noes my dad ah! din buy food bak then after veri long den go down buy , i faster eat and took cab go find baby ~ then in the cab , jus nice baby call and she say no nid come ler cos her dad scold her and its olso goin rain , so i get down the cab and go to one of the flat cos it suddenly rain veri heavy , i talk to baby till the rain get smaller i faster rush home ~~ then all the way on fone wif baby till she goin slp ~~ she tml having tuition in the morning ~ so slp early and take care ^^loves u alot alot =D

2009-02-26T23:23:00.002+08:00

today i went to find baby , reach baby school dere .. waa rain so heavy ! then i wait for baby come out , baby stay in sch for awhile to wait the rain get smaller but seems no small , then baby went out and find me using her brother P.E t-shirt to cover . aiyo sayang baby ~~!!! then me and baby went to suntec and walk walk and bring baby go eat , then we slack slack . then till 5 plus went to bedok have some food cos both of our mouth itchy , HAHAS! , then we go have ice kachang , oyster egg and the juew kuey .. then afer tat i send baby home tat time , very fun , we keep on disturb each other . hahas Baby ah , keep squeeze my stomach ah . hahas! Then after tat baby went home , i waited baby cos she coming out again to find me for awhile .
after meeting , i help baby massage and she also help me . hahas! then talk talk awhile till 9 plus i went bak home and talk to baby on fone ~~
baby slp tight ~! good night!

2009-02-26T00:09:00.002+08:00

HOHOHO! alex here to blog again , xD .. those guys out dere , shoo off from my gf ~ dun think i dunno who are u cos my gf is faithful to me de okay ~! she is the best gf i ever have . and she wun luan luan wif u all de . sry to say ah . u guys stand no chance urh!

today me and baby like got a bit conflict , cos my ger de fren sms me den baby tot we veri close but nope =DD me and her is nth de , i sms my fren to help me explain to baby , my fren also explained plus my fren have bf also de so wun luan luan lai . And i also wun do such despicable tings to my sweetest baby marhx , how can make her sad . IM HER NAN YONG~~ HAHAS!

hmm i blog about ytd barhx .. hmm ytd meet baby at 4 plus . she quite angry wif me also cos i tot she cant go out once she reach home so din call her go out . My boy de fren ask me out cos his birthday marhx . Then i call baby pei me go buy beanie . Quite nice ~ its baby help me choose de ^^ . i always trust her yan guang de . Then after tat bring baby go meet my fren awhile then send baby home ~ then my fren treat me go ktv sing , at 1st baby dun allow cos baby wan me early go home . i noe baby do tis is wei ler wo hao i can feel it , she is caring ~
then my fren talk to baby then beg baby let me go pei him awhile . so baby allow me till 12am and i faster reach home at tat time . hei hei hei ~~!

then today i bring baby go library study ~ hmm i noe how teach okay ~~ ROAR!!! i teach de answer all correct lei . baby nvr listen de . i teach tat time keep eat chocolate ah . hahas! waa and baby say i dun care u hungry ?? where got ?? i got bring u go eat lei .

after everyting i send baby home , then we see the time still early so we went to the park . we look up the sky ~~ WOOT!!!! OUR 1st time see such nice rainbow and plus ITS NOT ONLI ONE RAINBOW~~!!!! ITS TWO RAINBOW ON THE SKY ~~!!!

HAHA me and baby jus ended call and now i also goin slp ler ~~ tatas~ NIGHT~ BABY~

My post again! (:

2009-02-25T21:17:00.002+08:00

(hoilee) LOL! Today i need do project for my Physics dhen chen ji take the chance to post my blog (: This few days i don'yt know why keep quarreling with baby. I don't know what happen to me. Even small matters i also want argue.. -.- Izzit because i turning more and more xiao qi or I love him more and more that's why i mind every single bit of his movement? Once not satisfied I straight angry with him le. WHAT HAPPEN EXACTLY? Alamak!

So long never use com.. abit miss my com uhs. But but .... if i can change my time for using com to meet my baby. I'm willing to do so. (: Nothing is more Important dhen baby. But definately, I still put my parents first (: Same goes to some of my friends. Baby don't angry hor. I don't want my friends to think that i neglect them or wad le. haha!

Baby came my school and fetch me straight after school. I accompany Sey Jie to eat her lunch and even proposely take my own sweet time to walk out of my school. *EVIL LAUGHS* :X Baby was sweating uhs. Smelly! He say he stand there wait so long very hot.. He scolded me for not picking up and replying his msg ley! You fierce uhs! How dare you scold me! Not scare i punch and pinch you uhs.. You'll see it! I saw some of his msg from his girl-friend and had a small quarrel over it. Well, he said i mistook.. Maybe ....

We waited for bus 10 and went Tampines Library.On the way there,I ignored Baby until he cried :x haha! *CRUEL* Angry!! JEALOUSLY REALLY KILLS!!!!!!!! See lah. Jealousy make me ignore and get angry with him. -.- We reached. Baby taught me Physics. Tell you all ( I think he don't even know how to do lo.I think he forget everything le ) shhhh. After teaching abit, i start to nag that I'm hungry! LOL! Lunch time. I din eat anything from morning 8 to 5pm ley.. Stomach empty. :( He din even care.. >.<

OOOOOOO Time passing so fast. haiz. 2more wks. Say byebye le. After he enters NS. For the 1st time.. I have to wait for 2 wks. argh! Actually, loneness kills too. But baby don't worry i will take the free time to study and practice my piano. I need work hard for that uhs! Before i don't have time to practice because of my N levels. > <

Baby got touch by the book that you ask me to get my pictures and paste in it riqht?
haha! Suprised that i wrote so much things in? Or even those days where we started to know each other? I doubt you remember those days. I can even confirm that you can't remember when you coupled in Audi for the 1st time. Eventually, you're lucky that i got write down. (:
I put in my heart in everything that we do and we went through. :D

Baby,
ILOVEYOU.

Our ever lasting love.

2009-02-23T23:28:00.002+08:00

hmm . today so sry to my gf , veri sincerly sry to her . i promise to wake up and pei her sms but i wake up and fall bak slp , and she feel tat she msg me in the morning so many times is kinda of waste cos i dun even bother . sry , i do bother is jus tat i dunno why i set alarm ler still keep went bak slp . haix . so sry i will change this point barhx . quite sad din manage to hear u say i love u , muack , or a good night before u put down the fone . u jus said a bye bye to me T.T . haix nehmind . my fault to get this consequence also . i deserve it barhx but i will change asap barhx

today i went down baby school pick up baby , i saw her frens and she told me tat got one guy fat fat de always like to say gangster ting and say he got chap . today got the chance to see him . ROFL! dun even look like one and plus he look guai narhx . i see him onli i laugh . lolx dunno whyyie also . Then baby also dun think he is . Then when the bus come we take to paya lebar mrt and took mrt to tm and watch k20 . its free ticket cos we got it for free when we bought our valentine cake ~ ooo then baby today whole day nvr eat so after buying ticket still got about 15mins i bring baby go eat 1st .

K20 NICE!! . i like =DD go watch for those haven watch , quite funny also . hahas! then after watching tat show , we went to ntuc and buy tibits before i send baby back home . then once baby reach home she go watch campus superstar,while i took a long time to reach home dunno why so long then come . But nvm ^^ , can see dear i send her home , i alrdy veri happy . i may not be a good bf or wad and make baby angry but i will at least try my best to be a good bf . realli hope we last ^^ .. night baby , love u lots

2009-02-22T23:13:00.004+08:00

now i feel so jealous . B4 tat me and baby have a small conflict and i cried till fall aslp .Then wake up saw msg and baby miss call i veri worry so call bak and i explain to her end up she din realli wanna care and told me got this guy sms her then both are sms-ing then while i say my thing , i feel so haix cos like not begin respected like tat cos she at dere sms . then i say she wan sms or talk to me on fone , end up she say she off fone and kup mine call . Did i do wrong ? im jus feel jealous and like not respected . if im the one who sms-ing other person then dun choi u in the fone , wad will u do to me ? how will u feel ? . haix .

i done so much ting jus for baby . i wan show her im not flirt also and i wanna last wif her , why everytings goes wrong . my fone also no one sms anymore , msn online not much talk to me or i will jus close thier window , audi i din even logged in at all .BAby din call me do all this , but why i will do ? cos i wan show baby i wun betray her love . She always say me and her ex quite alike and scare i will folo him . But everytime i trying hard to prove her wrong . i always put in alot alot of effort jus wanna show her im diff from him . i am not him , i wun be like him . i cherish baby alot alot alot de . u noe everytime i do tings , i will put baby as 1st position . i dun care ppl will say me or wad . cos to me she is improve , i dun mind do anyting which even nid my life jus for her , i will do it .

baby i jus wan to let u noe , u are the onli one contacting me . i dun have any other frens or ppl which i can even trust . i put all the trust to u . i noe it will be a burden for u , but hope u dun mind it . i always feel alone . i dunno u can feel how i feel anot , i dun nid anyone ke lian me or wad . i jus saying why i will treat u so important and love u tat must . firstly , i dun have much frens , i quitted gang too and all my guys fren are not trustable , i betray me and backstab each others , i used to have alot alot of frens and use to talk every night , i have no sch fren cos all my sch fren have thier own new frens . All left me alone . imagine a guy used to have lots of frens , all fren left him one by one . from everyday talking on fone , now become totally no 1 on fone wif him . Then i meet u , u talk to me , u everyday pei me ,, u become my gf , and tats why even 1 seconds without u i feel so alone . u noe how much i nid u ?? after i lose so much frens cos of they betray me or some died , or they make new frens , i lose my trust to ppl , i dun trust ppl , but now i trust u onli lei , one and onli ppl which i trust in this world . it take me alot courage but i noe u are a special ger , a ger which change me tat much , from my attitude so sux now ? a guy which u prefer but i noe i still got alot place tat i nid improve but i will still do my best . there is no reason for me to dump u or wad and i dun do this kind of thing cos u are the best gf in the world . i always feel so alone when baby time is occupy by tuition or wad , but im not selfish , i cannot also have to tahan . i dunno u noe how i feel anot but now i reali wish tat u noe it

hmm lets talk about wad we do on me and baby anniversary , i din blog on sat cos quite tired so baby call me post the next day . ^^ she so caring urh ^^ .

me and baby meet about 12 , my sister come out wif me so she call her fren send me go to baby house dere . Then after meeting baby , we took bus to suntec . actually baby wanna go cineleisure to see yang chen ling they all , cos they come to xuan chuan the show call " AI JIU ZAI YI QI" but we din , we went to suntec and we go buy movie ticket . we watch "pink panter 2" FUNNY SHOW , i watched number 1 before , also quite funny . Me and baby also went arcade play , i try to catch soft toy for baby but keep failed! ROAR! . i sure one day can catch for baby de ! i will JIA YOU ! then after watching we walk around , go play archery . i played b4 so i can shoot but baby the 1st time and she shoot quite well , good job ~! then i bring baby to sake sushi to eat ~ . We ate alot alot alot =x hahas! till 60 plus dollar and we also called the warm sake =x i let baby drink abit cos she wanna try ~ see i so good ah ~! HAHA! then i send baby home ~~

Finally i get the chance to post (:

2009-02-22T12:02:00.002+08:00

(hoilee)haha! Baby i finish reading all the new posts that you posted last few days ago.Quite touch by you. haha! Din realise that we overcome so much things alr. (: KTV,EAT SOCKS,EAST COST PARK, SHOPPING, COUPLE RING. If you din mention those thing out,i will never know that we went through so much alr. haha! COOL! But,i wasn't really happy that we went through Valentine's time. You know the reason. After Valentine's time the next sat,we celebrating our 1st month anniversary. I am really sad and unhappy.Well happy that we manage to celebrate . BUT TIME IS PASSING TOO FAST! Why can't TIME passes slower? So we've more time being together. haiz.Our second anniversary cannot celebrate together..may delay quite badly. Nvm, i promise Baby that i don't mind le. So i've to keep my promise to you.

Sorry Baby, that i hide some things behind you. You ask me whether i feel guilty anot. Well, i did. But i don't know how to face you after telling you the truth. I din manage to forgive myself even though you said it's the past and you don't mind at all. Because your situation is much more worster then me..But I mind my past even you don't mind at all okay? I don't want you to look down on me. I got my pride okay?

Between,those peeps out dere that read my post, DON'T ANYHOW THINK HOR. I din mention what was the matter but don't mistook until ahem ahem hor! {: *LAUGHS*

Baby,time is passing so fast that you're leaving me so soon. nahh nahh.. Even you can contact me when you're free. The time will be short!! gugugugu... Nvm. Those time that i left without you, i gonna use it on studies le. N LVL!! I must pass if not my future will be ruin and i'll not be able to study with you after you're out from NS! (: See See!! I got think okay? Think until so far somemore. :x haha! Mature Mature.. :x

Still remember what you told my mother last niqht? We must do as what we said & promise (:
To gain my mother trust towards you,that you had change to a better guy and a better person dhen anyone of dhem out dere (: .. Jiayous to Zheng An,my (baby).

AIYOOO!! I busy blogging,never reply your msg nia. You call me liao!! Funny uhs! Proposely don't want pick up.. I smart.. Let you keng chiong thought i doing things behind you or doing some stuff in Friendster bah. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! *EVIL*

I LOVE MY SWEETHEART,
TAN ZHENG AN.

Signing off.
LOL!

2009-02-20T23:35:00.001+08:00

HO HO HO ~~ HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO MINE BELOVED GERFREN~! =DDD its seems time passes so fast and now we alrdy together for 1 month =D im so happy ! i hope we can last long and i can spend lots of time on u , to love u , to care u . Those past ting wif have done together its realli veri memorable and i will cherish the past , present and future ~! . i hope u do cherish me as well =DD hmm i realli feel so secure and feel the power of love tat u give me . i realli appreciate veri much . u changed mine attitude alot and had been so patient with me . i feel so fortunate to have u as mine gf ^^ . U are mine ger 184 ! i nid u alot =DD so dun ever leave me . i will change for the better and not to the worst =D .

hmm me and baby nvr meet long for today . we goin celebrate tml ~ i bringing dear go eat restuarant . i wan baby enjoy all the days wif me =D . today baby cant meet cos she right after sch got piano class then she went to kfc to eat wif her mum and bro then straight headed to her piano teacher hse and at 5.28pm baby send me our 1mth anni love msg but i more sincere =x cos i straight call baby MUAHAHAH =x .

Waiting for time to pass faster cos baby say at night can go her park dere find her =DD
baby so sry . i was waiting u eat finish then call me then i come but dunno 8 reached but heng baby not realli angry and she wait for me then i faster rush down . i took cab down . lolx! dun wan my baby angry =D . then after tat i longbang baby on her bike to the nearest coffee shop to eat abit cos i hungry and also nid change for coins to take bus home . i feel so happy and quite romantic =x but ah got one part ah ! i strip cos baby sit at the front then pain . so i take off my shirt and make is like a cushion for her , so i ride without wearing shirt then ppl look at me , SO PAI SEH! hahas but nvm larhx . baby at dere keep laugh at me . lolx! then baby and me slack till 9.30 like tat then baby went home .. reach home ler i faster call baby and chat ~~! hahas .night baby ^^ cya tml ~! x3

2009-02-20T00:36:00.003+08:00

hmm hahas .. tml is me and baby 1month anni~ woot ~! love her alot alot ~~!
Me today went to baby sch and meet her , she came out wif her fren . Then baby say dun wan pang seh fren so i alone for awhile . Until her fren alight the bus then baby come up find me . Baby actions always so mature =D and baby veri tiong xim . ^^ Then after tat we try another bus go bedok cos we goin sing ktv ~ hmm awhile then reach ler . lolx then we sing sing , me and baby loves to sing ktv and play in ktv . hahas! we have lots fun at ktv . Again , i kena baby feed me her sock . ROFL! nvm larhx . baby always say good ting of me infront her frens =DD so good ! hahas! then after tat i send baby home ~~ hahas i wait for baby at her park dere after her dinner .She told her mum tat she wan go ride bike so come out =DDD muahahah .. then baby ride bike come find me , hahas then we chit chat den tmm . then awhile later baby send me to bus stop and i went home . When i reach home , i immediately called baby ~ and we chat chat . Baby cannot tahan till 12 and wish we two anni . =x then she go slp but i told baby its okay de cos i count it as 5.28pm the time we together lor =D more zhun marhx .night baby~!

2009-02-18T23:03:00.002+08:00

today went to meet dear at her sch dere also , then she eat wif her fren then come out find me de .. then we went to tampines mall watch movie "Looking for a star" quite nice , main actor is andy lau and actoress is shu qi . we watch at 4.30 de but b4 tat i go eat chicken chop rice and dear is ice kachang .Then while we in the show half way , i go down buy chocolate for baby . see i so good =x so gentleman now =x ROFL! .. hahas i changed alot cos baby teaches me alot tings . All thx to baby~! muack ! . After tat , i faster send baby home , eh~! but we reach faster then wad we expected . haha! then baby and me slowly walk at the park dere and i say wrong ting =x then baby chase me all the way . muahaha i fat but i can run LAUGH! ! cannot catch me! hahas! then after tat baby act angry , dhen waa i so worry .! hahas actually nth happen de hahas! then i sayang baby head then we both keep breathe in and out veri fast . Hen Chuan! LOL! then awhile more, baby went home and called me cos i sit at the park dere haben go ma but awhile i also go home have mine dinner ~then call baby and chat on fone , then also planned for our future and our children name in future LAUGH! =x . hahas then say alot larhx . then baby send me good night msg . the msg make me feel so touched !!! MUACK LARHX BABY! thx alot . hahas! goin doze off ~ NIGHT!~ LIGHT OUT~!

2009-02-17T22:23:00.003+08:00

today went to baby sch and fetch her then after tat we went to east coast park and ride bike =x .. haahs~! we having fun wor .. we rent the bike for $10 ,2 hrs . then we ride all the way end to the food court dere .. then we went dere eat for lunch , hahas! . i bought hokkien mee for baby eat den after tat WAA BABY POWER! .. u noe those tian ping . ice kachang and others right ? BABY TOTAL overall call 3 bowl big big de . and eat wif me .. 1st time eating so much tian ping in one day within one hr . lol .. then we ride for awhile go to see sand castle then 2 abuneh come to us and talk to us . Telling us , he went spain , ppl use sand to make coffin as their workpiece and wadeva . and they also call baby "wild chick " cos baby keep pinch me . then they laughing . ask me pain anot . hahas ! my baby so cute de . my onli baby in this world =D . then we see the time .. about time ler , we rush bak to return the bike and i send baby home but in the mean time when we walking bak , me and baby play wif water .she keep pour water on me then i pour a little then whee oo she run out of water then open her water bottle de which the hole is so big the pour on me , whole shirt wet, LOL! then baby help me squeeze the water out LOL!. Then when send baby home , we sit and chat on the park and notice baby step on dog shyt =x but one ting i admire about her , she no scare at all and wipe away . power ! baby so power ah ~! . hahas then faster reach home have dinner and chat wif baby for awhile then baby went slp cos she too tired ler . she at sch kena punish write mari kita lyrics lol =x hahas .. night baby , sweet dream

2009-02-16T23:29:00.002+08:00

hmm .. today wake up . rush to go find baby at her sch dere , right after met her , we went to sing ktv =x .. then we sing sing sing~ hear song , then baby cry cry T.T . baby dun cry , i will always be by urself i nvr leave u . baby scare i after army will leave her , but baby one ting for sure , im urs ler , i wun leave u de =D promise u kay~ . dun cry cry . baby so good , wait me army ~ u the best gf in the world ~ and i also wun dissapoint baby de . i will give all my free time which i have , all give to baby ~ i wan spend more time wif my baby . and baby i noe how u will feel , thx for everyting u done , i realli appreciate it alot . i will not ever be so dumb to leave such a wonderful gf i alrdy had .

after comforting baby , our mood suddenly change , we sort of play fight in ktv . so fun right baby , we din realli fight larhx . hahas . i tickle baby , then baby POWER AH! haahs !! i lose to baby ~ ARGH!~~~ . lol baby use sock stuff at my mouth ! ROAR! then i also make baby bak =x then baby remove another sock . waa double attk ~! i keep eat baby socks! roar . then baby at there keep laughing ~ baby having fun can see ~ hahas~! i wan u to be happy every time and smile more often ~ i realli love baby alot ~

then baby's mum call and scolded her for late home . then reach hm , her dad scold her also , sayang baby . muack muack . sry to make u kena scolded , i will hao hao zhen xi ni de . cherish u alot . u done so much ting for me , i can feel it . BEST GF I EVER HAVE! I LOVE LUK HOI LEE 一生一世

My computer kana confiscated.

2009-02-15T19:57:00.004+08:00

(hoilee)hahaha! Back to my blog for this once! Finally get the chance to blog again. But i don't know when will my next time be :( Baby today when i use com hor,i read all the post you posted this few days. Quite touch,quite sad. -.- Touch that you really put in your heart and type out every single thing that we had done for these few days. But sad that you are sad when you din manage to meet me. Yesterday was your first time for you to celebrate your Valentine's time with your girlfriend riqht? You din celebrate with any of your ex riqht? haha! I'm first! Nothing much to say uhs. Every single thing you had mention in your post already.

Between,nice couple ring we have (:
My mom know that i got cpl ring le ._.
But she din manage to see the name on de ring.

Baby,
ILOVEYOU LOTS.
Even you go NS,my love to ya will never fade so easily.
PROMISES to Tan Zheng An.
-Numbers cannot give.
-Msn cannot give.
-Cannot flirt.
-Cannot be close to other guys,only baby.
-Stay by your side and be there for you.

(alex) THANK BABY~~ MUACK . thanks for all ur promises tat make me feel secure . i noe u mean it . hmm hahas! today wake up ah . i go temple bai bai from 9 drag all the way til 12 then went home for awhile , then go temple again =='' . then after tat go to paya lebar help baby return ting to her fren , then went home wif dad and sis . Then after tat , went home talk wif baby ~ . baby today use another number test me , see whether i will do ting behind her anot . woot i passed =x . hahahs! so loyal to her . see see i so good .. hahas . i dun wan talk to the person and say not intrested but actually is dear testing and i din even noe . lolx . Baby was quite satisfy wif my result =x . am i right baby ? . hahas!

then after tat i help dear do art ~ then chat on fone . i alrdy finish art but we talk till forget nid to meet and i pass her the art piece . i draw nice hor!! hahas! . then keep chat wif baby then baby also sort of taking back her com . then using play audi den din choy me . so sad T.T . but end up got . hahas! loves baby larhx! then we chat and chat .. then baby wan slp ler . then tell me slp at 12.30 =D . muack good night dear .. hahas thx for saying im ur best bf =x .. hahas! i will continue treat u veri good . i love our cpl ring alot !

2009-02-14T23:27:00.002+08:00

hoho ! happy valentine's day ! . hmm MUAHAHAA today so tired walk alot .. hmm early in the morning me and baby prepare to go out . we meet at about 10 plus cos she nid have her brkfast at home while i go downstair market eat duck rice =='' .. then after tat i went to tampines to collect the cake we bought ~ cos if not , we have to rush bak tampines at 6pm to take the cake so i took the cake earlier on ~ there is rose too~~ then after tat i go baby hse mrt platform wait for baby and her didi cos her didi tagg us for awhile then go find his fren . actually goin sei jie house to return her sim card but she no pick up . Then we go bugis walk around and look for the couple ring . there is quite cheap but no engraving so we dun wan . then we go arcade play . At 1st , we play outrun.. i won , get 1st .. then we go play basketball , then baby get highest score , then me and her bro go play using hammer to hit and see the strength , and her bro won me =='' .. dunno how he hit . Then her bro wan catch soft toy but failed all . Awhile later, her bro fren came . OMG they look weird , go town area wear so ... high sock . ROFL! . Me , baby and her bro also go find one guy which owe baby's brother $$ cos we saw him and he trying to avoid us .After her bro get bak his money , me and baby went to mos burger and eat the cake tat i collected today~.Then me and baby went to Kovan , to look for cpl ring , but end up not the type we want . Then we went bak to plaza sing and i buy the cpl ring at there . The design is baby choose de . hmm veri nice wor ! we bought our cpl ring at cpl lab . Then have to collect it at 7pm , so i bring baby to raffle link and we eat at the japanese restuarant dunno wad name lurh near to asain kitchen . After tat we went , suntec walk walk . Baby sry i din noe u wanna go to suntec arcade then drag u down the escalator . Awhile later the person called us up and collect our cpl ring , then we went bak to plaza sing , woot ! veri happy to see the beautiful ring , me and baby like it veri much . MUACK! baby . We also bought a plain necklace so we can wear the ring on our neck . Then baby's dad called and she have to went bak tampines to meet her parent , so i send baby over to dere . we took bus bak , cos more time to spend wif each other =D . then after i went home ~

today run alot places . Keep walk and walk .Baby jus now on fone told me she today walk until veri tired . hmm good exercise =x . hahas! Then me and baby jus hang up call . Bet she slping by now . happy valentine's day to my sweetest baby . muack ~! tml u have to tuition for 4 hrs . xing ku ni ler .. i also have to go wad temple to bao ping an ~ mum drag me go . zzz . nights ! sweet dream ..~~ i always miss u

2009-02-13T23:45:00.004+08:00

Me and baby no meet today . She have to go for her piano class and baby piano exam is coming nearby~ jy baby~! then she went for the whole afternoon cos her teacher call her do her ye li . Then baby actually wanted go her fren hse make chocolate but she say she tired so not goin , then i wait baby for her sms . Then keep at evening time i also went to yoshinoya to packet food home . Then baby went home talk to me on fone all the way . Baby so sweet . At 11 plus she say wan slp ler cos tired , then keep rush me put down fone . I tot wad happen . hahas! then at 12 baby call my hse and say "happy valentine's day" . hahas so surpise tat she called bak . im so happy ~! faster get to morning and i can meet baby ! ROAR! . night night baby ~~ think of me ah! rmb!

2009-02-12T23:24:00.001+08:00

oo dear and me sure last de . we not happy which point , we jus name it and wan to change after begin said . sure can de baby ~! WOOT .! u my best ever gf i ever have . muack larhx !. i found tat im improve myself alot wor , thx to baby which help me so much ~ ! now she so deep love wif me , so do i ~! .

today went to paya lebar meet baby ~ cos im kinda of late also , due to not enuff bus coin so i waited mum come bak home from market give me bak coins then i rush down meet baby . i waiting baby tat time playing cooking mama =x .. keep on improving wor ~! . hahas! thx baby lending me DS . hmm if not i so bored , nth do ~! . then we meet ler , we talk mrt to city hall and slack slack , walk walk and plan wad to do on valentine =x then few days ago we also order cake for valentine . so on valentine's day itself , nid go alot places . lol . make cpl ring ~ take cake or town alrdy to have dinner . oo then when we reach there , i bring shirts and pants for dear but abit too big size and it seems so hip hop but overall look cute =D . then we go marina square , then dear eat , i drink fruit juice then eat ice kachang ~ then after eating we go walk around , went to arcade , then walk around , then about time we took bus home , send dear home 1st then i went home . muahaha then reach home wanna call baby . but she watch tv for so long . ROAR! . then at 10 like tat then we on fone ~ . baby i miss u badly now .! i love u lots and gonna show u i will put in effort to be a good bf for u .. nite ~ sweet dream baby~

2009-02-12T01:40:00.002+08:00

2 days ago , i meet dear at her sch dere =DDD .. can see dear i veri happy ler .. then after tat we go paya lebar take mrt to tampines . if we take bus , it is an hr trip and our movie strt at 4pm . then we still nid to rush to library to help baby fren borrow book . time is so pack ~! 3.30 we walk veri fast to library which is so far from tampines mall . then after tat we faster rush bak at about 3.53 . woot ! we manage to catch the show in time . the movie was not strt yet =x .. movie name is " the curious case of benjamin button " quite a nice show to me barhx . everyone was young to old to die . but this person . from old to young to die . and the movie is 2 hr 45mins ! wad a long show . hmm then after i send baby home .

ytd me and baby have quite a fun day . i go baby sch fetch her and we headed to east coast park ~ . we alight at parklane and walk all the way to east coast park . at 1st we went to the beach and play wif stone and sands . then we decided to lend bike ~ so we lend the two person bike . Baby sit behind and i sit infront . Then we cycle all the way , lucky got 100 plus to make me more
energentic . In the mean time baby keep wan sit at the front , then call me go to the bak . my 1st time sit at the bak , I CANT BALANCE MYSELF =x then keep shake the handle which is connected to baby chair . then we two yi bian ride , yi bian shouting .. ROFL!! then we ride til half way , it rain so we faster ride to the nearest shelter and baby play her nitendo ds dere , both of us challenge "cooking mama" end up , im the loser T_T . then when rain stop , we quickly go return the bike and go mac eat abit , cos quite hungry then drag the time till baby reach home late . T-T sry baby to make u late home .. then when baby reach hm , she watch tv and newspaper while i bath and eat mine dinner . then after tat me and baby chat on fone , till baby fall aslp ~

2009-02-09T23:46:00.004+08:00

muhahah posting wad happen today . hmm today finally meet BABY , after so many days ! hmm today keep hug dear , and she also kip hugging me . Meet dear today realli light up mine day . today wake up and fall bak slp for 3 times , then baby kip call me wake up =x if not i goin to be late to go baby sch to find her =x . Pig hor ! hahas i know . hmm then we take bus bak to tampines my hse dere to take my spect , i make two pairs . when i wear , dear jitao laugh at me T.T then like dun wan me like tat but nono ~~ she was jus shocked =x . cos i look damn ugly ! wif tat two spect but no choice cos army nid black spect without patterns . zzz ! then after tat we went to tampines mall . actually we wanna catch a movie call "the curious case of benjamin button" but not enuff tyme cos baby have to go home on time . 2 hr 45mins show , wad a long show lol.! then after tat we went to popular buy paint and pen . then walk around see tings . see wad to buy on valentine's day . hmm then we go order cake for valentine's day =x then got free movies ticket to GV plus tat show is wad i wanna watch . hmm " K20" . then after tat i send baby home after she bought her chocolates . then i also go home . then dear do her hair treatment for quite long and we chat for half an hr , dear fall aslp . she tired barhx . sayang baby . night~!

2009-02-08T22:42:00.002+08:00

today wake up , talk to baby . =x i over slpt then mum din call me go temple . rofl! then dear call me piggy! baby today nvr meet me T_T . so sad .. cant meet me . and her tuition teacher nvr come . then wan postpone to valentine's day . siao! cannot cannot! . must must change date ! cos baby promise me valentine's day whole day is mine ! .

then her teacher no come . then baby mother teach her math for 3 hrs ! and me and baby like no contact ! F5 ! . then baby everyting done finish and she called me , we chat awhile then have our dinner . hmm then after our dinner we chat again . baby , promise u to treat u gud de . Dun jus think bout the army ting make us suffer . i believe tat after the army , everyting will go smooth cos i continue mine studies , work and learn driving . Then ur mum will also have better impression on me . dear we must do it together and walk pass every obsticle , we dun leave each other alone and walk by our own . hmm baby i love u . good night sweet dream , muack .

2009-02-07T23:52:00.002+08:00

today .. morning wake up msg dear and we both talk on msg . I went to market to have my brkfast then went ntuc wif mum . Then dear call and we chat for awhile . So sad cant meet cos dear wanted to give excuse like goin library return books then can meet me but end up her mum say she return for her . Haix ! cant meet today also . Then afternoon i watch tv and lie on bed waiting dear reply . Then i call dear chit chat till dinner tyme then after dinner continue chat again . Then we chat for another half an hr , dear go practice her piano cos she having exam soon! jia you BABY! u can do it ! and hor u science ah , must put in more effort ! Tml baby having tuition and she see whether can meet me after tuition anot . Me goin temple wif mum tml in the morning~! hmm come bak to wad happen . Then i faster on com cos today haben blog and manage to blog in tyme ^^ . Then continue talk wif baby till 2 plus . HaHa , Baby keep on laugh cos she record my singing then some okay , two of it zao xia then call her del she dun wan . T_T , then we having alot fun while talking ~ she told me tat she wun fade her feeling for me and me told her same ting . We will do it and not jus say only~! Im looking forward at our bright future ,baby . Then i rmb baby in fone say she got veri important ting to tell me , and keep tell me is important . hmm the important ting she said is " I LOVE U ALOT" . MUACK LARHX! BABY , I LOVE U ALOT TOO . B4 army i will let u cut mine hair as u like . hahas! oh yarhx baby today also keep playing nitendo DS to kill tyme if not will be bored like hell

2009-02-06T23:39:00.002+08:00

BABY I VERI MISS U AH!!! two days no meet ler .. today baby go to piano class , then me at home rot , help do the air con ting , then play ps3 , maple awhile , audi log in then log out ==''
dear veri xing ku , go piano for such a long hrs cos must do ye li . hmm then went baby reach home , talk to me awhile then hang up , then we sms . waa damn it man , ytd i bought a purple spray , today wanna use then end up is spoilt one , i waste $10.80 . Then get so angry liao then mum still at dere nag nag nag . zzz ! then after tat i faster get out of hse wif dad and go do my spect . i make two pairs . hmm dunno will look nice anot . baby see ler must comment =x hahas! . then about 8 reach home i contact baby . OMG I CANT GET TRU HER! sms no reply , call no answer and its like for 2 hrs lei ! so worry larhx! then dunno wad happen also . then about 10 plus i call her then she pick up , then she laugh say i cute =x muahah of cos cute larhx if not how be ur bf . ROFL! hmm i miss call her alot tyme and msg alot times ma . hahas . then i ask baby why took such a long time , den she said she accompany her mum watch tv and read newspaper . good good ! xiao shun . hmm then now talking wif baby . I LOVE MY DA BIAN ZHU BABY ! muack ! nights , sweet dreams!

hope to see dear tml !

2009-02-05T23:19:00.002+08:00

today wake up go market eat , went home , in the mean tyme sms dear . then wait for dear to get home but dear mother bring her to her new house then took quite a long tyme then reach home , then she call me and we chat on fone , then she told me there is this guy in her class keep wan sit veri close to her and touch her hair , smell her hair , waa sicko sia . Warning to this guy , dun ever come harass my gf , if i heard any complaint from my gf , u gonna get it . Then have slight quarrel wif baby due to miscommunication but everyting settle peacefully . Then baby told me she veri scare i will change of heart . baby fang xing hao ler , i wun go like or have and eye on other ger . i will be veri faithful to u , even when i go work next tyme or wad it will be the same . i know myself , trust me baby =D . Then baby went to slp , then i go tm wif my dad cos he buying new fone " samsung innov8". then when reach home i called dear up and we chat . Then dear haben eat anyting , then went to eat , end up her mum scolded her again and drag me into thier conversation . hmm Dear i promise u , if u mum say me or wad , i wun talk back and i will respect her okay , at most i left ear hear in , right ear out . hahas! and i also wun fight wif ppl or wad ^^ . baby i so love u . muack! good night baby . sweet dreams

2009-02-04T23:15:00.002+08:00

baby , i miss u alot . now become im the onli one posting . my dear cant use com . she must be veri bored ytd and today and the following days . ytd i went to meet baby during the night , b4 tat i went watch movie wif lucas . Then i go to park dere meet baby , baby find excuse tell her mum tat she wan bring dog go walk walk den can have the chance to meet me . the 1st ting i see baby , i realli feel so happy . i realli so miss her very very much . baby sayang ue !

then today me and baby rot at home do nth . baby talk wif me and slp while i play ps3 . dun feel like using com . Then have my dinner , faster go prepare and go park find baby again =D . Then baby also use same reason to come find me . 1st ting i saw baby , i hug her . i realli miss her alot alot and she miss me alot too . She look so pale and stress . baby i noe how u feel , begin locked up at home and nth do other than slp . Baby i realli feel so heart pain ! .. i cant help much . i wun leave u no matter wad de. I wan see ur smile . Then baby and me walk to bus stop and chit chat . then baby cry T_T , haix i sayang baby and comfort her . she feel so stress . haix ! i realli very heart pain . baby dun cry , i will be dere for u and wun leave u de . den about tyme to go home i send baby to a distance and i go off cos in case her mum saw . i keep turning bak and see baby . then i cant tahan , i cry out ! why me and baby have to suffer this kind tings , haix . WE WILL WALK THRU IT TOGETHER! . OUR LOVE WILL ALWAYS LAST!

2009-02-02T23:27:00.004+08:00

today baby pon sch again . Then we got a high prediction tat her mum will noe . then end up ? the sch realli call her mum .. me and baby at 1st go eat den after tat we go watch movie at golden village . we watch wedding game .. then suddenly my mum call and say hoilee wif u izit , she din go sch right and i am so shocked . Then end up ? kao! her mum go to mine hse and talk to my mum . Eh plz larhx , for wad go my hse . and push all the blame on me . she told mine mum tat hoilee last tyme not like this , wif me end up all bad tings happen and say alot . No okay~ baby last tyme b4 noe me alrdy pon sch wif her fren b4 . now can push everyting to me . then after tat she come tampines mall find us. and in public place shout at me and baby . Then say me . She kinda of look down at me larhx! say i go army de then say i education not high enuff or wad . plz larh ! i goin study after i serve my army . i gonna prove u wrong man ! see u will look down on ppl anot . i dislike ppl look down on others . disrepectful . then in public shout at we two . haix .. then after tat alot ppl looked at us .. then one sentence i heard from her mum , i almost cry but too bad i hold my tears . she said it 3 times . i sure and confirm dissapprove u and hoilee together . haix x/3 *heart broken*

Then after everyting , she confiscated baby fone . but hahas! i got two fone . den i pass to baby secretly . woo im so clever . ! now on fone wif baby .. baby at 1st tot that this wil be our end . but NAH~! i wun end this relationship de . baby ni fang xing hao ler . wo shi bu hui fang qi ni de . no matter how worst its the incident , i also wun give up on u . i hope baby u also wun give up me okay ? i will be guai guai de . i wan last wif u .. baby i love u alot .. haix ! one week cant mit u .cos ur mum locked u . but nvm i will try find ways to meet u .. u are mine everyting .

2009-02-01T23:28:00.003+08:00

Baby , i sho miss uee . Today nvr see u mine heart *priank* T_T .

Baby, today wake up earlier den me . Waa, finally a pig can wake up earlier than human . =x
then baby go temple wif parent bai bai , and also pray tat we can last long . Baby , we will last x3 . Then me at home waiting baby reach home call me . Baby , reach home immediately called me and we chat for few mins den she went for her tuition . During her tuition , her mum called me and talked to me .. talk alot ting about her then b4 her mum put down , her mum told me not to tell her tat she called but i still tell =DD i dun care . But i called baby promised me act like she dunno cos i dun wan them quarrel or wad . Then baby went movie wif the whole family . She sneaked into Nc 16 movie =.= "LOVE MATTERS"

I feel so uncomfortable today , left eye veri pain . Baby also feel uncomfortable . Sayang baby x3!
jus now on fone wif baby planning about tml . She ah ! keep wan pon sch , but is forgiven cos goin out wif me =x . miss me too badly tat why =x . Must study well ah ! baby !

baby i go slp ler .. guess u also slping ler . pat ur head to slp .. i love u muack!

baby , wo ai ni

2009-01-31T23:39:00.007+08:00

(Alex)Today wake up talked to dear on phone , after tat we went to audition and play a few rounds . End up we quarrel , cos i went offline i din pei dear den she kinda of angry wif me , den she compare me with his ex cpl . Dhen end up i also veri piss cos i dun like begin compare as i also got mine own good points . Den i anyhow talk , then dear dun wan talk to me . i told dear i went to lanshop but its jus an excuse , i took cab to dear hse and look for her and wanted give her surprise but she off her Hp. Then i cried T.T . i went to the park sitted alone , watching at dear photo and keep on crying , hoping dear on her fone . About 50mins later , she finally on her phone and come find me . I noe she was piss wif wad i said . Baby , i wun give u to others or call u make choice whether u prefer other or me cos i noe i nid u alot and u nid me too . i wun give up on u de so u do u okay ? Baby at 1st dun wan talk to me de and asked me to leave . when i heard she call me to leave . my heart realli shattered into pieces . I jus came to her house wan surprise her and ask for her forgiveness cos i realli cant lose her . My life is surrender to her alrdy cos she change me to much better person . My life is her's ! Im devoted to u . Baby , im sry , i love you alot .

Then baby veri caring , ask me go eat and dun save the money i had for our valentine's day . Dear , i will not dissapoint u no matter in doin wad . Dun always say i change bak to past . I had changed to much better person so i wun change bak to wad i am last tyme . i realli thx u alot and love u more den my life .

Jus went out of audi wif baby and post .. Dear jy in ur studies . Slp early and wake up punctually for ur tuition tml . x3

Cold-blooded me. >.<

2009-01-31T23:36:00.006+08:00

(hoilee)Once i woke up in the morning. My brother went out already.Eeeks! He went out without me!! Because of that i end up staying at home for the whole day. His fault his fault,make me can't go out and meet baby. I went down for my breakfast,i ate quite alot -.- Dumplings and sauceages. (don't know how spell) LOL!!

After I finish eating,I went back to my room and talk to Baby. Soon we quarreled -.-
Quarrel because of small matters. And some sensative WORDS that each other couldn't accept it. I couldn't give in at all. Quarrel until damn angry,end up I switch off my handphone for the entire afternoon. He couldn't contact me,but for me. I don't want to contact him at all.Hoping that you could at least change but i realise he din change that much. Or even a perfect guy that i hope he can be one of those.

Well,he apologise to me dhen i apologise. *laughs* I din bully uhs. Baby went down my house and find me.But I din forgive him when i first see him. My anger was still there. Even those cries and saddness that shown on his face,couldn't touch my heart to forgive him. That's why i put my post title as Cold-Blooded me.

But,not long later. We are okay already.I accepted his apologise.I cheer him up and make him go home with laughters and smiles automatically appear on his face. At least I'm relief.. going home with no worries (: Baby arhhs. Don't make me worry le.

Lastly,
Baby I LOVE YOU.
I wont compare you and those **** le.
You're still the best but can be better.
Don't hao lian when i praise you uhs,if not i don't praise you liao. haha!
BETWEEN DON'T DRINK TOO MUCH. DRINK DRANK DRUNK. -.-
STOP EATING LAH PIG. CHEW CHEW CHEW. WHAT TIME LIAO. EAT EAT EAT
LATER PIG UNTIL I CANT HUG YOU. I DON'T WANT YOU LE HOR. SHHH
DON'T EAT LIAO.

DON'T EAT DON'T EAT. GIVE ME. I STILL CAN EAT.. THERE ISN'T ONE DAY FOR ME TO BE YOUR SIZE. LAUGHS ... =D

2009-01-31T00:29:00.001+08:00

2009-01-30T23:56:00.005+08:00

dear .. OMG I ALSO THINKING ABOUT THE NS TING .. i jus scare to mention it onli . i jus now thought of writing den i also wanna cry when i think about it,but u told me not to bother NS so much le.Seriously, i duno how i will live on without you. NS realli sux .. i'm really sad whenever i start to think about it. im totally addicted towards you le... baby u say de hor .. u will love me and gonna wait for me.Me, alex tan zheng an will also not disappoint u . after serving NS . i will study well , work hard and marry u and make u xing fu de . baby i realli love u alot alot .. lets enjoy this last 40 days before i go NS.. baby .. in army i sure gonna miss u alot alot alot .. all my free tyme will be urs during ns .. i wan pei u all the way .. i will walk through ur life with me together and hold on tight never let go..

Finally i go school again.

2009-01-30T23:38:00.005+08:00

Hmmms. Early in the morning i wake up for school.Once reach school my friends all asked me,where had you been this 2 days? Pon school arhhs? Some i said i got diarroea,some i said i went malaysia with Sey Jie,some i said i Pon school and went out with my boyfriend. haha! Teacher ask me for my MC! I told him that i giving him on monday, nevermind uhs! I start to find school boring. Everyday test test test.Today went school got English and History test le. School is tiring!

Baby so shuang,sleep until late late dhen come my school fetch me.We went to eat after that he sent me to Punggol for my piano lesson.Sweet riqht? But once i thought of 40days later,he gonna go NS.No longer pei me le. Seriously i feel like crying once I thought of that.Even now when I'm typing. My eye start to have that sour feeling where my tears are coming out soon le. Baby arhhs! What will my life be without you one day? No one come school fetch me le,no one pei me,Pon school no one pei liao. I don't know why after having you in part of my life. I don't really find FRIENDS are that important le. BABY i gonna suffer! But,i won't let you down. I'll wait for you to come back from NS uhs. BABY I LOVE YOU.

I say until where uhs? About Baby sending me to piano lesson riqht? orh ya. we took more dhen an hour to reach. Next time must take MRT liao faster (: haha! Baby went home after sending me home lo.He din sleep in bus because he wanna pei me sms and know what I'm doing =D Such a Caring boyfriend i have (:

Baby,NS NS NS NS. Haiz,if we really can go on,after NS you gonna fetch me to school everyday le! *LAUGHS* eeeek! Baby finish posting already, i still typing. Actually don't feel like posting today de. So fcuking tired,almost fall asleep le,he ask me post de. End up posting something so long.

hahaha! End here le. 2moro mayb going library with baby and do homework (: I got many questions don't know how do!! If Baby also don't know, I GONNA LAUGH AT YOU..

Good Niqhts!

2009-01-30T18:29:00.008+08:00

muahaha i feel so much better . jus now dear no mood . sayang dear <333 .. i wif dear on fone like veri long ler . jus now we audi den go play viwawa.. dearie ur mahjong good wor .. next tyme we got house u sure call ur fren come our hse play mahjong de . lol .. den win thier $$ =DDD ..

today i went to dear sch and find her . den we ate at the market next to her sch . she ate mee siam , i ate prawn mee =DDD hmm she back must becareful hor ~ always have to healthcheck out ur back de .. hmm i will tc u de =D .. den we take bus to tampines interchange then go buy tim sum to eat . den we take bus 3 to punggol and send dear there for piano class den i go home .. dear today look so tired also .. keep slping on my shoulder . sayang dear .. den after tat i took bus home cos dear dun wan me loitter around =DDD den i go home wait for dear end her piano class and den can talk to her on fone ..

hope to see dear tml~ den u go study okay ~! den i teach u =DDD .. i noe why u so tired ler . ytd play too much . hahas! OH YA! in the bus . dear u still rmb the fat guy like siao siao de . ownself talking den say STUPID PIG .. HAHA! den we also di siao him .. me and dear keep di siao ppl de . hahas ! so fun <333 dear muack . go rest after ur posting okay ~~ good night , i miss u , sweet dream . i will dream of u =DDD

2009-01-29T21:13:00.003+08:00

today, early wake up to meet dear .. but dunno why today wake up ler still veri tired lolx. dear also tired . den we go tampines mall actually wan eat mac . den i think dun larhx . dun eat too much these kind of food .. den after tat we go to eastlink mall to eat beehoon den dear eat siewmai and bao =x .. den after, tat we tot of goin vivo by taking bus 65 , an hour trip , den we can slp inside =x . but after tat we go my hse dere de . Actually ,wan play lan but no one at the shop lor ==''.. den we gave up . we go eat again =x but is afternnoon ler so is lunch ~ i call mayo prata and egg prata but end up to be mushroom prata =='' does mayo sound like mushroom? rofl ! .. den after tat we take bus 28 to bedok to sing ktv.. den eh ?! no open yet . den we slack till 2pm .. in the mean tyme , dear so power wor ! MUSCULAR ! carry me wor .. den an aunty walk pass say xiao xing ah~! ur bak ah~! .. lolx .. den dear kip shoot the chocolate bean ting at me lolx .. hmm den after tat finally the shop open . we go in sing sing =x den i cry cos suddenly think of army thing and alots larhx. but i promise my dear i wun get depress over tat . i will overcome it de! yarhx .. dear jus like wad u say at fish and co .~~ we can last if we both walk thru this ~! . muack . sure can de , i have faith in us ~!

After singing den we go fish and co =x i treat dear eat . but dear its real i 1st tyme lei ROFL! =x den i told dear about my dad fart den will push the blame to me den make ppl think is i fart de . den OMG LARHX! dear go in mrt say loud loud i wan fart ! ARGH! den i di siao dear barhx . hahas ! she pai seh also =x . hahas! then dear quickly rush home for dinner again =x cos his father fren come over her hse dere for dinner ..

baby , u said in fish and co . then u will wait and all my tyme i have will spend wif u den after army i will still be wif u de . u can rest assure . fang xing hao ler . i wan last wif u and treasure alot in our r/s =DDD dear we today realli laugh alot and have alot fun . but she say haben play enuff =x lol . playful ah =x hahas . hao larhx . night to my baby~! sweet dream . mit u in ur dream . i fly over ! hahas

3rd Time Pon School.

2009-01-29T21:12:00.002+08:00

haha! Today! Early in the morning we went to eat again! I din really eat much 1 zhar siew bao and 2 siew mai, but he ley! Bee Hoon and some other stuff. Baby force me to eat de! Because morning i seldom eat anything but he keep ask me to eat. Baby arhhs! You think properly ley. Today we din really do many things lo. We ate breakfast le,dhen slack awhile after that went Bedok and wait for the KTV to open.Waited around 2 hours lo -.- While waiting Baby and me chit chat,joke,and i even tried to piggy back him okay? I DID! SERIOUSLY I DID! YOU KNOW HOW HEAVY IS BABY MAH? I CAN PIGGY BACK HIM AND EVEN WALK MANY STEPS! LAUGHS! SURPRISED!

Woo~ Finally 2 pm. We went to sing KTV for 3 hours and go off around 5.Baby say take cab to Tampines and eat dinner. He treating me Fish & Co. Well, he doesn't have so much money de lo. He use his Ang Bao money. *LAUGHS* shhh.. He told me that I'm the first qf that he treat her to eat in restaurant ley.Quite surprise. But i don't believe lo -.- Quite a number of ex he got but din treat her? NAHHHH.. wo bu xiang xin :x

After eating,Baby sent me home and he went home too. HAHAHA! 2MORO Baby gonna fetch me from school and pei me go punggol for my piano lesson :x haha! He so ke lian need take bus go home from Punggol to Tampines :x Baby,you can sleep in the bus ley, I still need study for Theory and Practice lo. Somemore i still got school. I'm more tired :( Baby i want you sayang me and massage me !! :DD Muack!

Baby! I love you nehhs! So caring and sweet. The sweetest Boyfriend I can ever had! Don't ever cry because of the NS thingy that you going in March. It's a challenge for us and this relationship (:

hmms (290109) 2nd time PonSchool.

2009-01-29T20:35:00.005+08:00

HAHA! Those are my dad's friend dog! Total up 11 dogs! Bai Nian Bai Nian.

Yesterday (290109) haha! Din manage to post our blog uhs! Break record :( sorry ley. Nvm I return today, I posting 2 for today! (: It was my 2nd time Pon School! Morning 630 i woke up and call my baby. He pig ley i call le he pick up but not awake! Make me keep talking to him so he can at least waken up by me :D hmms Baby had mention in the previous post to what we had done uhs. So i no need to repeat already (: I ENJOYED MYSELF WITH BABY ALOT LO. We kept laughing non-stop,spending my time with you are precious =D I LOVE YOU.

2009-01-28T22:31:00.003+08:00

(alex)HOHOHO! TODAY I POST 1st =x I PLAY CHEAT COS DEAR GO BAI NIAN !! HAHAS! I WON! MUAHAHA! BABY! NEH NEH NI PU PU~ HAHA! ..BIBI TODAY TYME GO PAST VERI FAST LEI! past 2 days , the tyme fly passed so slow . today realli veri wif u . hahas! hmm tml we gonna mit again barhx right ? haha! BUT AH! let u pon for this 2 tyme ah . MUST JY IN studies ah! this tyme my baby din go sch cos she dun wan be alone as her gd fren seh jie went oversea . hmm i thinking of tml . hahas! few hrs more mit again . so happy .. tml go ktv all the way~~ SING SING SING~ WOO~~!

hmm wad happen today ? WAA my and baby realli are couple PIG =x hmm morning we mit at tamp interchange den go tampines mall mac eat eat =x .. den after tat we take bus to pasir ris downtown for bowling~ HAHA! IN THE BUS . BABY LAUGH SO LOUD . cos I gi copy the aunty sitting beside us . hmm bug tooth de den hands up to cover the sunlight . wad a funny face =x .. den keep joke and joke . today realli laugh alot . and baby ur mouth cute sia =x secret i wun tell anyone .its between we two =D .. hmm den she hit me and kick me . waa today tiok kick alot tyme at the same knee . waa i totally leg numb .hmm dear today bowling power ah . i dunno wad im doin =.= score less den 100 .. !!! ARGH! everytyme 100 de lei . now onli 60+ . drop alot .. but dear whee ooo improve alot . score 100+ .. I LOST! ROAR! .. i dunno why i play bowling sweat alot ah . lolx . hmm den after tat we went upstair to watch movie ..
we watch hmm "ALL'S WELL END'S WELL 2009 " .. the show funny lurh . lolx .. den after tat dear wan cut hair .. we went bak to my hse dere . hmm got about 8 haircut shop but none open =x den dear go bak ask her mum cut for her .. then she went to my hse bai nian =x

woo dear 1st tyme come my hse .. hmm my mum seems to like her siol =x . haha! dear when i reach home jus now i ask my mum how was u . she say okay ah .. good . guai guai de =DD <333 woot .. now left ur mum dere . we goin try our best =DDD hmm den she at my hse watch "SILTHER."wad a digusting show =x. hahas.. hmm den my mum bring food for us to eat .. den slack slack .. den go out again ~ . den go ktv . but when reach there ! FULLL HSE! SOBS! den waste my cab fare ler . nvm . fan zheng tml goin wif dear also =DDD . hmm den we go bedok interchange walk walk . den eat kfc and sushi .. lol power right .. ! hahas! den i send dear bak home .. =x den i go home audi awhile and ate dinner again ROFL! . cham liao la . fat alot ler .. but dear also . dear at home eat dinner too . same like me but more worst =x . she go her father fren hse eat one more tyme dinner =x .. dear dear find tyme we go exercise! ROAR dun lazy ah ! . hahas! i miss u badly larhx .. i waiting dear faster reach home den can like call me or wad . but she seems tired . so go slp better =DDD night night baby ~~

2009-01-27T23:43:00.002+08:00

hmm .. wake up at 10.10pm . den sms dear , but she not awake yet .. whhee ooo dear slp till 12 plus . =x zhu zhu . =x sun burn until buttock haven wake up =x . hahas . den i play wif dear audi for quite awhile and we chat on fone in the mean time . i super duper miss dear larhx ..! 2 days no meet ler . hahas later goin meet dear cos she pon sch . she lazy =x . lolx.. hmm so happy woo she goona pei me for whole day .. dear ah dear .. we cannot be apart de . hahas! .

bak to wad happen . hmm den after audi i go my aunt hse .. den play majong wif my aunt they all .. lose money ZZZ! I KEEP LOSE! ARGH! . den i quit game =x call ah ma play for me ... den after tat talk to dear... awhile lucas call and went lucas hse for dinner again =x .. den slack till 9 plus den his mum cook mee goreng again . rofl ! call us eat . =x i total eat 3 times dinner tats why baby say i pig =x . hahas but baby love me this pig alot ma hor?~ hahas! .. den i took cab home ..

then reach hm call bibi and chat all the way .. hahas den she went to slp .. i also have to slp early if not cannot wake up =x . later wake up sure da bian alot de =x cos eat so much ..

lastly , baby <333 muack larhx . u the best gf in the world =D ..

2 days never meet already :(

2009-01-27T22:03:00.003+08:00

Baby, I miss you alot ley :( Today did you enjoy yourself at your aunt house and Lucas house? I wonder izzit true that when a person misses someone very much,he/she will end up eating more dhen dey do or din have appetite at all. haha! For you arhhs! I think is happy and not happy ALL EAT ALOT! Eat until FAT FAT! -.- haha! SEE SEE at Lucas house you ate again! Baby arhhs don't eat so much already,later too fat can't move much when you're in NS! I laugh uhs!

Woah today i woke up at 12 plus. Actually, I still sleeping. But my dad came in my room and pat my hand! Ask me wake up eat. blah blah. Very tired lo. After that i went to wash up and quickly go down help mummy (act act). We ate za jiang mian. Mummy made de sauce until very yummy! I love it uhs. After eating finish my parents say that they wanted to go Bai Nian (: I din go. But my brother went cos he want take Ang Bao. *LAUGHS* They came home 1hour later because my daddy's friend coming my house to Bai Nian suan bian stay for dinner. His both sons quite naughty lo. Jump up and down de. One of their son know how to play paino too. Not bad lah grade 2 this year (: My dad asked me to play piano for dem too. I did (: After playing i ran back my room and start to Audi-ing. 71 % le. Chiong Main arhhs! haha! Win my baby, but my skill. Haiz still lose T_T

Whoo~ I proposely type slowly and take my own sweet time. The reason is because i was waiting for my qing ai de to reach home dhen i sign off ~

Baby,you finally reach home. (:

2009-01-27T01:34:00.002+08:00

hmm .. today go bai nian . but tell u all ah . got bai like no bai . cos my parent . i realli dun get it . those adults why must quarrel ad new yr still so ji jia0 . cannot like forget everyting 1st meh ? my parent angry my mum side de relative and dad side de . siao lor . both side also angry .. hm talk about my dad side 1st .. today go dere , went in dad side the ahma . den everyone give one face . they quarrel of money matter . waa i hate money alot lor . tmd~! money this ting make alot suffer between all humans begin . den ah ma call us stay and eat dinner . its like one yr we onli see a few times lei . why not jus join and eat ? my mum tell her . our hse got cook or wad . plz lor our hse din even cook at all . den we went off . den go to mum side de .. also quarrel becos of money matter .. den go in more worst.. all black face de .. all aunts include my mum give each one another black face . cos of my uncle say wan hired maid cos my aunt got cancer den plus ah ma stay at his hse so nid everyone pay for the maid fee .. den my mum dun wan pay cos my mum angry about . tat time my grandma hse last time , is my tat uncle cheat away de so he got the own responsibilty to take care of ah ma . zz den wadeva la . confuse larhx . i jus care about mine ang bao ! lolx .. den after tat . have small minor conflict wif baby again . lolx . baby i tot of smth ler . Not onli me give in . u also try give in . but i am a guy , so i will of cos give in more den u give in ? this will be more better barhx . =DDD i love u alot de larhx dear .. sha gua ~! dun always quarrel ler . we must teng each other more . haha.. den after tat i marry dear in audi . hmm den 1st attempt we passed ler. hahas cos i pro =x .. hmm dear wo men yao yong yuan tian tian mi mi . =DD

1st day of new year (:

2009-01-27T01:31:00.003+08:00

hmmms.I din get as much Ang Bao as Last year,due to bad economic over the whole world.Woah they all start to stingy lo,my mummy give each of them $100 they gave me either $10 or $50 nia! But luckily my parents da fang,they say it's okay. They gave Ang Bao to them is just a kind of appreciation. haha! Nvm,i get total of $170 -.- excluding my parents one. They still not happy with me uhs,that's why never give me.

After that I reach home and play with baby Audition. He bought $20 @cash,he spend it for the Wedding Licence,my pet and a prelium messenger for me. Others he spend it for himself. Generous hor? *LAUGHS* Baby,thanks for your gift (:
We pass our Wedding Licence for the 1st try =D 270109 12.20 a.m We MARRIED!

Baby,yesterday we din meet up abit not use ley -.- I realise time passes really slow without you :( I MISS YOU UHS! Today if can,i try to go out with my bro and his "girlfriend". haha!

LOVE YOU LOTS.

2009-01-26T11:36:00.002+08:00

baby . i din come find ting quarrel wif u lei . ytd u ask why we kip on quarrel or wad . den u rmb i late slp ? i was thinking wad shld i do then we will not often quarrel lei . then today i saw those tings ma but i din quarrel lei . i ask and clarify everyting 1st . i dun wan we anyhow quarrel so i tot this would be the best method lei .. i every morning is hoping to see ur morning msg but today no have . and im quite sad about it lor . i will always be by ur side de . u fang xing . but today i din quarrel wif u . i realli tot clarify b4 anyhow quarrel would be a better choice .tats why i ask u 1st ? and i din anyhow quarrel lei . hmm if ur parent like this . u jus go and confront dem barhx . ask dem wad they wan can ler ..

Why are we quarreling everyday?

2009-01-26T10:58:00.008+08:00

Baby,I don't know what happen to us.Maybe the problem lies on me.Everything was ME who started the quarrels.End up you're the one crying and even said sorry.Yesterday,after I reach home i wasn't in qood mood already.My parents din even bother to talk to me.Once i step into my door,I said papa mummy I'm back.They continued talking to each other and ignored me.What about our reuinion dinner?I doubt you'll are having your dinner happily riqht? ESPECIALLY eating steamboat with big groups of people gonna full with laughters. But me? i ate quietly,no one talks to me. I almost burst out into tears T_T Why is my Chinese New Year celebrated in a lonely way? Until now,they din bother to talk to me. Example,this morning. I was eating in the kitchen chatting with my maid,suddenly mummy came down and went into the kitchen.My maid said qood morning mom. I said qood morning mummy,she ignored me and continue walking away. After that went i finish eating wanting to go back my room,I went up and dad came down so we met again. I said papa. HE IGNORED ME AND WALK AWAY. Yarh! I enjoyed my "CHINESE NEW YEAR" ! What for still staying in this house where none of my parent talk to me? I know they don't love me as much as loving my brother. WHY? Because my brother din give them any problems! EVERYTHING WAS MY FAULT! I cause my family to turn out like that!

I'm sorry! My parents din talk to me already. My boyfriend ley? I don't think he even bothers to show any concern or BE THERE BY MY SIDE! What should i do now?
Seriously I feel like running out of this house and go back after a period of time.Where they change their mindset and start talking to me again!

Hey peeps,
If you're enjoying you CHINESE NEW YEAR!
Don't read this essay.
Gonna be quite sad? I doubt?

Baby if you really cares for me.Please be by my side and stop finding things to quarrel already. Even you din find any thing to quarrel please just stop making me feel that hopeless can? Baby, BE THERE FOR ME ALWAYS. T_T

Just being too PAMPERED!

2009-01-25T22:45:00.004+08:00

Baby i know why i'am angry with you.I think over and over.Finally i know the reason already.Mayb im too pamered by you already.Never get angry with me before.And this is my first time hearing from you telling me that you'll get angry.Quite surprise actually,din know you dare to get angry with me.That's why i angry until kup de call.Honestly,I don't think its ur fault at all.Trying to help me change my bad habit.But mayb you express in the wrong way that's why im angry bah.I'll try to change myself from scolding VAGULARITIES. Heh,baby stop crying. >.<
*sayang* You're just too good & a good BOYFRIEND!

2009-01-25T21:50:00.004+08:00

baby . i dun wan quarrel wif u or wad de . i jus say onli ? cos u scold bad words wad . den i wan u stop scold badwords ma den jus say next time if u scold i get angry .. den u go kup mine call ,went offline. i have done nth wrong lor . im ur bf lei . im here to care u and call u not to scold bad word lei . izit to u im a bad bf ? . im helping u not harming u lei . u think yrself plz ? can ? i will like this do cos i care u ? and dun wan u scold ? and u say b4 lei . if i scold bad words u will angry . den why i cant have the right to angry wif u if u scold ? am i right ? u angry cos i noe u wei wo hao ah ? i noe u dun wan me scold bad words ah . den cant u think tis way too ?? i realli shi wei ni hao de.u told me b4 tat u cant take ppl say u but u say u changing de , den i alrdy changed den u ? are u trying ur best ? my baby ? i will support u de . but realli this time u go think urself .not everytime u are right de cos every human make mistake de . u told me u not happy wif me last time cos i jus went offline or wad like escaping the fact . den how about u ? my baby ? i look forward for ur reply . i jus do all things tat are good for u always.

Baby you're SWEET! >.<

2009-01-25T18:25:00.003+08:00

*LAUGHS* My Sweet Baby!If I'm not wrong,you're on your way home now.Right Right? haha! I reach home earlier dhen you ley! Because you send me home mah! *CRAP* Baby on the bus now uhs? Don't sleep! Wake up.. Haha! Don't know who short of 20cent hor :x Sweeeeettt baby. so qood! Send me home.But sometimes in order not to be late.I will want you to go home early for dinner,so your parents n sister won't have to wait for you. (: I'm understanding aint I?

I so qood lo.Once reach home start blogging already.Baby ah! I quite sad ley :( Today eat Tuan Yuan Fan somemore 2moro actual New Year le.But my parents never choi me.Feel so down and lonely. :( New Year yet they still so xiao qi small matter also want to argue. What's wrong with goin out? Yesterday go out today cannot go out? Don't tell me you can eat the meals for 2moro!!
AHHH! Dinner soon. Gonna eat with them and see their black face! Confirm our dinner will be quite quiet due to them for not talking to me. HAHA! Because i always talk alot.

Sorry uhs! Todays lots of CRAPS...BLAH BLAH ALL NONSENSE!
Signing off. (hoilee)
To be continued with my Baby (ZhengAn) HE'S MINE! DON'T TRY TO GET NEAR HIM! FCUK OFF FROM HIM. Thank you! {:

(alex) HAHAS!BABY~~!!! MUACK LARH!. hahas call me post 1st . in the end post faster den me . lolx .. baby so cute ! hahas . i love to hug u lei . hahas! baby i noe i have to go bak early but if i din send u home 1st i will worry ma . so must send u home 1st den i go home . =D more safe ..

waa today wake up ah . quarrel wif mum ler . sway day sia .. quarrel about stupid tings . rofl! .. keep shout at me . noisy la .. den after tat still give me black face also =='' . then i call baby and complaint to her =x . den baby call me rang her . ya i rang her but in the end she cant stop also ! ARGH! den say i chu shen . den i gan her like hell . i say she zhu larh . and say if i chu shen then u are chu shen mum also call chu shen larhx!

then after tat i faster yue baby out . then we go safra play pool . hahas! then play play den go tampines mall cos i wanna buy sand bath ting for my hamster but half day today so too bad .. den after tat send baby home .. hahas!

so happy ah ! i gt a wonderful girlfren .. woo~~ i will try my best to improve myself till the best for u =D . u are mine ger ~! baby i meant every word i said .we sure will last de . =DD

HOI LEE IS MY GER AH! DUN EVER DISTURB HER ~! FK OFF FROM HER ! <3 BABY~!

2009-01-24T22:52:00.004+08:00

today went sing ktv wif baby . woo half way suddenly so stress cos her parent wan see me .. T.T cos her parent mind about my tattoo . i goona laser it away for sure man . dear jus now talking to ur parent . dunno they like me anot . but one ting for sure . even they dissapprove . i goonna love u and prove dem tat i realli truly love u de .. it been tru quite alot barhx .. tml eat tuan yuan fan ler . hmm hope dear come my hse ^^ .. muack~

Continued by (hoilee).Baby,don't sad lah.My mother may not like you but dad still okay with it mah.haha! Yeah! Something i must really admit it.Your singing is damn NICE(:I love your singing LOTS!! HAHA! 2moro i don't think i can make it for the dinner at ur house uhs.Because me,myself i got my family to eat with :( Sorry uhs,disappoint you.But,ur parents may think at de positive way.Woah this girl not bad got a proper family,strict parents that want her to say at home n have their dinner with them.Unlike some other people where their parents don't even care their daughter,never eat tuan yuan fan also doesn't matter at all. )

Maybe if can,2moro i go ur house in the afternoon bai nian dhen dinner time i go home? (: At least i still get the chance to go your hse mah (: Then they get the chance to see me too.Know me better and more comments from them -.- But you have to let them know that i not having dinner at your house if not they make me stay then my parents gonna kill me for sure.Because they take Tuan Yuan Fan as an important dinner uhs.Where all the family members must stay at home and eat together.

Baby arhhs! Even if my parents din accept both of us.We still try to last okay?Between i did tell you that my parents won't want me to have any bf this year due to N Level. :( She doesn't want me to get into any Relationship so my studies wont get affected. It's for my own good! Baby,if you're mature enough. I think you'll understand what i mean.

Long essay hor. Shall end here. (:
Baby I LOVE YOU! <3

2009-01-24T01:41:00.002+08:00

dear ~ .. i love u too . =DDD

yarh lurh .. me hungry today lo =x hahas ~! i pig wad =x . hahas! went to meet dear =x den pei her punngol dere . ROFL! when i go bak home i keep falling aslp in bus .. lol ! sure alot ppl laugh .. becos my mouth open until veri big .. dear dear i also veri touch by u . everyday rush out sch 1st ting to meet me . and u spend mostly all ur time wif me . i realli feel so happy and touched . everytime cares about me . i realli found a gd std =D .. the two bad habit i will change de . ^^ muack larhx

Baby is Stupid! :x

2009-01-24T01:04:00.002+08:00

Today I was quite lucky.My form teacher n co-form teacher din ask me why i din turn up for school yesterday,I think both of them din even know that i din went school as i ask my class chairman to mark my name as late not absentee. (: Smart hor. :x
My stupid baby really stupid until bwg. >.< He lost his way from Paya Lebar to my school. -.- End up he make me go down to Paya Lebar for lunch.But heng arhhs,he got the patience to wait for me.*LAUGHS* Seriously,quite touch ley.He din ate anything and straight ran out to fetch me.Love him lah (: He qd hor? From Paya Lebar send me to Punggol for piano class. Dhen he went hm again. ILOVEYOU kay? :D Muack!

2009-01-22T22:13:00.000+08:00

1st time ponteng! :X

2009-01-22T20:24:00.003+08:00

Hmms.Today 1st time pon school for this year.Starting of the day i was so scare that my teacher will call my parents and everything gonna change!Because i wasn't sure whether my form teacher got my parents number.Yesterday i asked my friends whether will teacher call parents anot,dey say will..SCARY AHHH! *Shiver*...

I went down straight to Tampines n meet my Baby early in de morning 7a.m.We went lots of places uhs.I counted the time that we spend together. 13HOURS LEY!Happy moments fly so fast. :( Baby arhhs i miss you ley!
This is my FIRST TIME USING BLOG..! Hope i din press de wrong one. >.<
To be continued by Baby! <3

alex here =x .. dear I MISS U TOO.. hahas! yea . today spend more than half a day wif dear =D .. dear the best hor =DD everytime when meet dear , i will like so happy and smile when i saw her .. den we walk around . slack slack . den play bowling =D after tat eat . den slack at park . den we go watch movie at downtown . hmm show name "Ink Heart" den after tat dear come mind hse outside cos i go take $$ lolx .. den send dearie home ~ dearie iwill cherish ya de =D may us last long .. trust me dearie i will nt do bad ting behind u de . i look forward our future =D

2009-01-21T22:26:00.002+08:00

this is hoi lee and zheng an cpl blog =D .. we two rl life cpl on 20.01.09
we will love each other and nvr leave apart . we will cherish each other and handle our loves with tender cares
Alex : BABY i luv u x3 lots .